Use of energy

Once you bring life as living consciousness into your comprehension as permeating all things, you begin to realise how much of an ambassador of energy you actually are. Everything I think, do and say has an energy value. On this plane the purpose of life is to become an expert energy investment manager, investing on behalf of consciousness. The better I am at managing the resources I have the more resources/responsibility I am awarded. Karma is designed as the classroom teacher.

Coaching for Life

After Coaching for 21 years there are some days I ask myself what is it all for? What am I doing, am I an investment for life to give me another day. Today I had a session on court coaching badminton where I felt I truly made a difference to three girls totally new to the sport who were hearing impaired. The session lasted for 1 hour without a word being spoken. It was all worthwhile when I saw the smiles on their faces when they found they could learn how to hit the shuttle and play. Coaching without a word for that length of time got me thinking about whether when I did speak whether there was enough value in my words to make the investment of energy in creating them worthwhile. So I got to asking myself some questions which when I finished, I thought were best shared.  

What if Questions 
What if we treated every day of our life, like we were in setting. (badminton term)
What if we measured our day in the smiles we created rather than hours in a day.
What if we had a ratio of 10 good things to say for every criticism
What if our actions reflected the most beneficial outcome for others instead of ourselves.
What if we turned off the TV for a month.
What if we returned to physical socializing instead of doing it online.
What if we spent as much time making our reality lovable as we did trying to escape the one we live in.
What if our information overload was from too much good news.
What if our first thought of each hour was on what we appreciated most in the people around us.
What if Will was aligned to something two tiers bigger than our reality boundary.
What if we dared daily to think beyond our comprehension
What if we kept our focus firmly on our infinite possibilities.
What if our competitive streak was targeted at how many good deeds we could do in a week.
What if our intentions always encompassed the best outcome for the greater group.
What if we acted exclusively on the principles of the best things our religions/beliefs offer rather than exalting on the surface vehicle that was originally created to impart them.
What if objective of the things we learnt each day was targeting self development rather than material gain.
What if the predominant material we read each day left us inspired to be the change and action followed.
What if our achievements were measured by the warmth we produced in the hearts of others.

May we end this life proud of our answers.

Up another notch re perspective

I am the observer of Living Consciousness. Planes, frequencies and more create a matrix of perceivable parts to the Whole. Through perception and belief which seems partially at least based on conditioning and environment and illusion which becomes a reality of separation exists. If I am at the edge of a circle and I look in, if I hold my focus long enough I will find myself believing that this view is all that there is. Especially if all those around me have concluded the same thing.

Each thing I perceive becomes real to me as an observer for the time I decide it into existence and this becomes my experience.

All possibilities exist simultaneously - collapsing to one experience thread once observed. So as I perceive the total possibilities become one "reality" which is of course only reality to me.

Once I release myself from this perception I engage total possibilities and living consciousness again. Sometimes this requires removal of things I am attached to....people, things, etc.

If I AM then I am just "being". But as I observe individual possibilities I am still only perceiving one tiny portion of TRUTH. No movement occurs that would transfer me from Being to experiencing until I make a decision about a path to observe. Since every possibility exists there can only be those possibilities that are within view of the perspective I currently hold at any given moment, to decide from. Once I make a decision, then the collapse occurs, because once I decide between possibilities I lean in one direction or another and magnetise myself toward one line of thought over another this pathway becomes the experience. If I decide that this perception is a truth for me for now then the particles of possibility respond directly to me and behave in a manner so as to reflect my decision. Since every possibility exists then Truth is relative, subjective, and determinable.

Still trying to get my head around it

Today I was still trying to grasp the concept of being God. If the big bang theory occurred, I would be at the forefront of the expanding consciousness, looking back at what I had achieved as my method of experiencing myself. There is no "before me" the is only awareness in my now, therefore experiencing of self can only occur retrospectively. So currently I am here as a perspective of myself, looking at experiences I have been and concurrently are. I could even be going back through the same experience again to see if I do anything differently.

My point? I think I have been seeing everything as separate....and even if I managed to see things as GOD and see GOD in everything as living and being....how much more compassion do I have, if I see myself as GOD in everything....so I see myself as that insect I am about to squash. (just hypothetical....I no longer squash anything intentionally). This again is easy to do for people who are nice, but the key is to understand that all things are perspective, and that everyone from every perspective of God, believes in what they are doing, and perceived good or not by others...is GOD and is a part of a plan....my plan.....for me. So everything is pro me. There is nothing bad, and no bad people, just different perspectives of myself, having a specific experience that could only be gained in that instance.

How to move from being a Human, to being God.....having a human experience?

The difference between a human having an experience and God having an experience? A human is God without knowing it....and so behaves human....bringing to the perspective all human nature and attributes. But when we as God have a Human experience, we do so as God, with all the attributes of God shining through....and this is what we bring to the perspective.

So the million dollar question....to what degree of comprehension have I reached to shift the scale of my perspective more in the direction of God verses Human....which is what this whole journey is about. We keep on reincarnating until we get this part right.

I think the mistake I have been making up until now....is that I have been behaving as a human who is trying to become or be more God like, instead of being God and enjoy my human experiences without trying to become anything.

Depth of comprehension

How often do you flex your comprehension muslce? The idea of attempting to look beyond the boundary of your current comprehension. The concept of doing this is definitely flavour of the month for me. As you will see from previous posts, I am working on the idea of comprehending God. That is, that I am God. You can stop scoffing now. Watch how you answer the following questions. Is God Ominpresent? How can there be God and me as two separate things if God is everywhere all of the time. God must therefore be all things....so all things are a perspective of God. Is any perspective of anything ever not that thing because it is only one perspective? When you draw a start on paper it is like several spikes or interlinking triangles. Is the tip of any given spike considered to not be the star?

So now that we have that out of the way...lets move on to the next part. If I was on the end of the spike, and I was looking outward, I would see other spikes and I may perceive separation as I can see a gap between them and myself. But I do feel connected to them. I feel connected to my environment.....but where my comprehension needs to expand is in the fact that this "environment" is NOT separate from me. It is not only a part of me....but I am a part of it. The environment IS God. I am a perspective of God. My job is to explore God. But I am like a child. I do not recognise a/. my role in the scheme of things. I am arrogant...compared to the reality of my true status. b/. God is everything....EVERYthing .......everyTHING.......EVERYTHING!...

God is not a concept....not a myth....not a distant far away too far up the ladder to worry about me type of entity. God is an intelligent energy of such development that everything is known before I even think it. I think this life is about me. But God has other plans...because I am God. Why would I waste my energy doing unsubstantial things? I keep looking for my own perspective to develop....because I am looking from this perspective outwards. So I try to develop things according to my will....that will of the individual perspective. Once I am able to reflect inwards...I will realise that there is a GREAT WILL. And that peace, tranquility and love await those who connect to this. I the individual will, cease to exist....and the ONE WILL unites all. This I need to bring to the forefront of my mind. I have to cease seeing the separation....the inanimateness of everything...and see ONE LIVING LOVE ENERGY. I don't know love...because I am disconnected from LOVE. I therefore seek love. I seek to connect to another perspective to feel whole..which almost always fails, because it is doomed to fail. The only way to be whole...is to BE GOD.

The heirachy of energy value

Energy is moving in and out of our perspective continuously. Similarly we could say we are the one who is moving in and out of energy experiences, but what is certain is that there is a true relationship and interaction of energy going on throughout our every waking moment. There is the energy of thought that is incessantly moving through our mind. There is the energy of "potential energy" which comes to us in various forms such as food, actions bequeathed to us, and gifts received, and then there is the kinetic state of our own energy channeled through our actions towards others.

In the beginning we are asleep. We see only the surface reflection of the energy. We put the highest value on this aspect of the energy. In line with this we affix illusive values to different reflections to make them appear more or less valuable in comparison to one another, to help us determine which ones are more important that others. We always pursue the ones with the highest value, leaving us in the greatest state of deficit being the gap between where we are and where we think we want to be.

We attribute happiness to the attainment of the reflection, oblivious to the fact that the energy that causes the reflection is already present, and that it is in unlimited supply.

Based on this illusive valuing system we place on the reflections of energy, the energy exchange rate is poor. We attribute super high values to certain reflections such as a house or a car and thus the exchange rate is raised right off the charts where it may take us a life time to be able to "create" and have that experience. We attribute a low value of energy to something such as sweeping the floor, yet the true value of this activity to someone else, even unsounded could be significant. This illusive energy valuing system based on reflection is the reason behind our attachment to things.

My task, is to change my view of what is around me. To stop seeing "people' and 'things'.

To start seeing opportunities to cultivate energy, and gift it to others.

All religions being reflections of truth, all point to the idea of gifting. Up until now, I have seen this as being an action of gifting some "thing". But now I can see the 'intention' is the quality controller, and it is the energy that I gift that is most important.

When I have said something bad about someone by gossip, I am stealing their energy. I am a thief. When I gift without cause for return, then I am being love. My gift is an expression of who I am. If I see energy this way...I will know...I not only have unlimited Love to give, but that the more I give away unconditionally, the more Love I will have to give tomorrow.

Before I looked at my food, and I appreciated it for what it was....if it looked and tasted great it got more appreciation. Tonight...I am looking with different eyes. Now I see the love and energy that went into its preparation....not just to make it tonight, but the energy that went into the growing of the food, the invention of the idea in the first place, the sheer number of souls that contributed to each and every vegetable in my salad. And all of this for the same common reason...for at their core there is only one being....Love expressing itself.

Up until now "God's" return on investment through me as an energy manager has been rock bottom. Barely giving thanks for the meal if I remember, and giving sincere thanks to the preparer is the best achieved. It is now my quest to be an ambassador of Love. To become a great energy manager.....worthy of God investing in me.

I now have a new definition for wisdom ....a state of awareness to the true value of energy in everything...actions thoughts etc.

A great thanks to the many who contributed to my awakening tonight, and my life manager for helping me connect the dots.

Selflessness

It is an interesting path to selflessness. I thought I was on it, but at every turn I am able to see that deeds I do are deep seatedly hiding a self interest...the desire to feel connected, loved, appreciated, successful. I was most recently focusing on centering my focus on abundance with every spare moment. I would meditate on the principle of abundance, and move toward being abundant energy. Initially I had an affirmation - "I am an abundance Magnet" and I would say this over and over sometimes for hours. It had a good ring to it and my energy was very uplifted when I did this. After the persistance of this for several weeks, I began to move towards the idea of being the energy that is clothed by abundance. This had an evern stronger field, yet something more seemed aparently undiscovered. Today, when I started to do this affirmation, I became attracted very strongly to a new affirmation. One I have been introduced to before. One indeed that has been the great search, challenge and puzzle for me......Love. The affirmation that I was drawn to when I was trying to say "I am abundance energy"....was "I am LOVE energy. then ..I AM LOVE! Then tonight I watched the celestion prophecy on TV. Now things are more clearer. Last night I was drawn to a new house of light...such as a Buddhist Temple. I felt very at home....I can feel I have been a Buddhist Monk before...I have always felt this. Yet, I went to another one last year, maybe 6 months ago, but they could find no trace of me. So I was indoctrinated again. My connection this life is fading....I am letting it go. My journey of detachment is almost complete. I am arriving. I am exactly where I am supposed to be. We talked about many things. One was about meditation and about keeping the eyes slightly but barely open. In the past I have found this tiresome, but now I understand. To do so, is to stay in the present....to be present in the now. To fully close activates the conscious mind making it more difficult to connect to Love. I had a break through today with my Will. I can clearly see now, that the drive and desires that are everywhere are not mine. Yesterday at the Temple, we discussed the importance of the protective seal that occurs when the candles are lit and the buddha's presence are requested, and with them come the heavenly guards. All those that no longer have bodies, use those that are weak willed to helpt them to have those experiences. These are those that are inbetween. Unable to let go of their earthly desires, and possibly unworthy for now to be reincarnated. The purpose then of our Will, is to set ourselves free from these earthly desires, that we may disconnect as a servant/vehicle of the underworld. (that world which is inside this realm, but not at this frequency) The way to do this....is to seek our a higher connection. To disconnect from our earthly energy source is not possible unless we have a higher source to connect to first. The struggle is the transition. There is no struggle if we do not seek the light. There is no struggle when we are in the light. The struggle is when the magnetic pull of both forces is at it's strongest. In the beginning, the magnetic pull of the light is weak. But our saving grace, is that it is persistent. When we move closer to the light, our awareness gives birth to the reality of two wills. We are endowed with an awareness of the decisions we make because we can see clearly the two options available. This is the time that the light and the illusion are at their strongest. The way forward for me, is to see that the illusion is not a true source of power/energy. Everything about it is temporary... which is of course the very nature of an illusion. This temporary state of energy results in us always having to plug into the illusion more and more often to get our "fix". It is only when we finally see this...that change will happen, and we can be drawn to the true energy fountain....the eternal energy source.....Love. Love grows because we share it. We become stronger, more vibrant, more alive because we share our love. The illusion is to trade it. To trade energy. Love is unlimited- OMINISCIENT, OMNIPRESENT OMNIPOTENT. The chant.....OOOOOMMMMMM "ALL" "ONE" The greatest act that we can do is not to share our love.....for this is past wisdom, and we are evolving.......the current stage of evolution requires from us that we inspire others to share their love which as a group....becomes one idea......one Love.