Evacuation from full self destruct mode

Sleeping is not a decision I make lightly. I would much rather stay awake, even if I have little direction. Usually I will wait until I realise I am sleeping, then put away my book, or lap top, and go back to sleep. Last night it was around 4am when I reluctantly went to sleep, not the best when I had to be up at 6am to take friends to the airport. It made for a non enthused day, so not the best for energy appreciation. I spent the earlier part of my day in cafe, before going on court to coach. Coaching time frame went fast with some sessions as always more stimulating than others. During that time I was alerted to the idea of challenging my perception of reality. The concept of existing in a dimension where my life manager is right beside me, watching, proding, or sighing in my ear. Challenged to not eat when I was hungry because the only options available to me were junk food. Once again I failed the challenge. I chose to ignore. This tells me I am not taking my metaphysics seriously enough. I am not truly truly deeply accepting I have a real life manager, and that they are right beside me all the time, and that it is their voice I hear. For this I am on the verge of dissapointment in myself, but instead I will invest time to truly contemplate this reality, and make a strong investment of will to change my belief to the point that action will dominate in favour of me listening next time and improving my relationship.

Karmic Cleaning and the novice learner

Some days as I tramp up the mountain of metaphysical evolution I like to pause and look at the view of how far I have come. But the reality hits home as soon as I turn to continue my journey, of just how much of a novice I actually am. It is not that I mind feeling like a novice, not at all, in fact I am excited about the opportunity that lies before me. It is just I have to remind myself that every part of the journey is as valuable as any other, and that each step up the mountain can be executed with the same enthusiasm as long as I stay grounded in my now enjoying my current experiences that wont be available to me further up the mountain. Today I had a thought to begin energizing my food before I consume it. The best experience I had of doing this was actually before drinking water. I have decided that if I can do this regularly as in at every point that food/drink is on offer, then I am very likely going to be more able to kick the habit of eating dead food such as processed foods and drinks. I guess in a way it is like saying grace before eating. By having a sense of appreciation for what I am about to eat, I feel better about myself, and of course I am producing that all important appreciation energy. There is a slight difference here of course, and that is I had the intention to energize the water before I drank it, so as I was drinking it I felt I was drinking something more than just water. I believe there is plenty of merit in this idea, which I am sure I will discover in time. One of my karmic cleaning tasks is to change some of my old habits. Eating high sugar items, is one habit I am working on now. So this concept of connecting to my soul before I consume, as well as having an intention to energize or appreciate what I am eating helps a lot. What I have run into of course, is that ego doesn't wait for anyone, and is disastrously sly at grabbing and swallowing while my attention is else where. I have a never surrender attitude, so every time ego gets the better of me, I become more determined to close down that avenue. I had another thought today about Kundalini. I have seen a bit of material on it. I have a hypothesis about it. What if our brains were conditioned to interpret certain levels of energy within us. Perhaps it is a safety mechanism, but for now I will refrain from that belief. What if the energy within us rises with appreciation, karmic cleaning, and positive energizing, and like a thermometer as the level rises it passes through stages. What if the stages were measured as feelings. What if the first level was interpreted as happiness. The next level as excitment, the next as inspirational, the next as sexual. What if, the default mechanism of the brain/ego is designed to vent that energy to prevent it from intensifying and further rising. At the moment, the ego is in charge. The ego wishes to be the creator, and manipulates everything so as to position itself just so. What if the next tier up from sexual, was a creation/ manifestation tier. The ego would work overtime to ensure that we never made it to that point. Hence the ego has become an expert at "tempting us into actions that alleviate us of the energy that were have. Now this is not some anti sex campaign. But I think there is some merit in the idea. Somewhere along the line, there are certain things that the majority of the population have in common. Some sort of conditioning and learned behaviours that defy boundaries of age and race and gender to keep us around the same level. Of course there are many who jump ahead, and of course the group consciousness evolves over time, but something acts as a brake, something that all have in common. I will contemplate often over the next little while to see what pathways are there in relation to this. I have done up my plan for Dec. One of the things I am going to set up this week, is an abundance fund. This idea is born from the fact that spending is an infinite exercise. That the only way for me to get forward from my current state is to make a decision to not spend anything in the coming week unless I have specifically planned for it. Nothing that I haven't planned for not even bills are so important that they would have to be paid for within a week if they arrived during this week. I have found that my creating ability has been getting better and better. I am easily able to create an abundance every week. The but of course, is that without quality planning, I find things to spend it on. Also the ego wants to control everything, and create what it wants. So any extra energy I have surplus to my decisions, the ego is keen to get a hold of and use for it'self. Due to the fact that I am seeking to experience abundance, and off load ego so that it no longer is in control of the ship, I have proposed a new method of managing my surplus manifested energy. I have created a future fund concept. This is an account that all surplus funds go into at the end of a week. At this time, this money is no longer available for manifesting. It is instead invested with the intention of only using the interest. Effectively I am using energy to create more energy. Then I set my goals again for the following week, starting my week back at zero, and seeking from the universe the means to create my new desires and needs. I think one of the most important aspects of this is that I am looking to the universe as my provider not my ego. Intention is good as it sets the direction to move in. Action is great because it gets me out on the road. Reviewing enables me to change direction if I deviate from the path, and therefore brings about development and evolution.

the journey begins

Hi one and all; welcome!. I had the inclination to start a blog believing one of my next great adventures will be connecting to some of you out there who also hold true to the idea there is more to life than meets the eye. I am of the strong belief that with an open mind I will have a great deal to learn from you all, and that this is the perfect starting point to continue my journey of learning. I spend most of my time mapping what occurs in the matrix and relating it to my inner world. I recently manifested a situation of getting voted onto a board where we had to redo the organization's strategic plan, and terms of reference. It was from here that I realised I needed to take a far more professional approach to my my own learning if I wanted to accelerate my progress. I thought carefully about my Vision, Mission and strategies. The following is what I have developed. VISION To become a master on the physical plane. Current Mission Understand the creative process to become a creator, healer and master on the physical plane. Key Strategys: 1. To intentionally charge all of my karmic cycles with a positive balance 2. Grow my personal vibration by cleaning up my karma and increasing my appreciation energy in order to speed up my manifesting speed and capability. 1. Gain total independence from Ego by ensuring that my energy interaction occurs directly and exclusively between soul and Universal energy. 2. Become a change agent by improving my communication between my soul and my life manager, as well as other souls when I am directed to do so. The biggest issue with new ideas I feel for me, is to keep my awareness above and beyond the depths of the day to day grind that would otherwise have me drowning in the illusion. I knew I needed to have life lines or cues that would rescue me once I disappear into the personality's day. So I planned specific cues to occur, phone alarms, post it notes around the house, messages in my diary, watch alarms, posters at work and on my front door....anything that would help me to remember the true purpose during the day. Planning action is also critical to keeping my awareness active and regularly surfacing to rescue me from the matrix bubble. So I set about identifying effective ideas. Key Actions · Keep a diary or blog Daily : prepared and reviewed at night before bed. Weekly: prepared and review every sun evening before bed. Monthly: prepared on the last day of each month Yearly: prepared and reviewed over the last 3 days of the year · Ensuring that I begin my day with intention relating to this goal and my vision · Set Alarms to improve awareness Phones Computer calendar Diary Watch Door entering home Mirrors and various places around the home and work · Compile a summary of where I am at knowledge wise, and review weekly. · Act on knowledge I identify. · Deliberate delivery of appreciation energy. · Deliberate action to identify and remove all of my old karmic debt as a priority · Release the ego need to be a self creator · Develop my will through deliberate consistent consultation with soul on all things · Release my ego connection to Matrix events · Be deliberate - have a positive effect on someone else · Consume foodstuffs that have positively charged energy · Laugh a lot. · Eat less when I do eat, even of good quality food · Appreciate my food before I eat it…I am energizing it. · Connect to the energy of things like music and colour · Ensure I see the reality of the illusion. · Remember-All current experiences are liabilities or assets based on past reactions. · Current reactions are linked to my ego do I have control of these · Current opportunities & events have some good in them somewhere seek this out. · Be fully aware of living in Universal energy . · Actively connect to Universal energy as often as I can consciously remember · Ask the Energy more often for everything, then expect it. · Actively seek to build my relationship with my life manager. · Focus on asking the right questions and actively listening for the answers. · Identify what area of change I will instigate today.Watch my world to see when the universe delivers me a job as a change agent From here I then set specific goals. Such as which specific item gets (karmically) cleared. I have decided that life is like a mathmatically equation which applies to precise cycles. My output = the sum of the equation is exactly the balance of the amount of positive energy I generate in any given cycle less the negative energy I carry or impose. Think about your usual day. How would your sums look. Amount of time spent in a positive feeling value (laughing, excited, creative, inspired, appreciating, caring, etc) verses the time spent in a negative feeling value (stressed, procrastinating, angry, frustrated, depressed, anti someone or something etc) the rest of the time we are in neutral...which has no value. Do you think you are positive at the end of each day? What if each cycle of a day, became a unit in a week, which became a unit in a month. So the sum of the day, carries over into your week, eventually giving you a positive or negative sum for your week, then month, then year. The balance of your cycle, manifests as well as carrying across. That is how we get good things and not so good manifestations occuring. Lucky us. You can have a fantastic day that will end you on a positive value, this manifests at some point in the future as surplus (you might call it luck or something nice happening out of the blue to you). This will carry over to your week. The result of your week would only be positive if the majority of the rest of the days were also positive. And so on. Each cycle is a circle that intersects through one point called our now. So what we do now feeds all the cycles. Where we have negative energy left over at the end of a sum, we end up with debt manifesting. (speeding fines/parking tickets, credit card debt, mortgage, owing money to someone etc) We then have to work this off. So the first step is to have a karmic clean out. Because if I have any habits within my day/week/month that are causing me to entertain negative feelings, then I am going to continue manifesting debt. Taking a structured approach means I do a full life assessment (swot analysis) or if I could stomach it a 360 degree survey. This would enable me to find my negative habits, my bad feelings and intentions I have towards different people and events/experiences. I will find the things I have been putting off, and procrastinating over. I will find the things I have been hoarding that slow me down, and I will be able to then one at a time take them on and change them by removing them or changing my reaction to them. The first thing I did was to ensure that before I went to bed, I prepared a basic plan of attack for the next day. Then I set an alarm that would trigger the idea of waking up not into the same world I woke up in that day, but my new reality. One of new positive energy, action and awareness. The rest of my posts will be on how I get on with this, what I discover on a day to day basis, and how successful I feel the ideas are that I discover.