limiting infinite possibilities to maximise my potential

Starting with a clean slate. I will watch carefully every rule I install. I exist in the now surrounded by infinite possibilitities. My potential is limited only by myself. In order for me to experience something from infinite possibilities, I must make a decision, and focus on a point of potential...one of the possibilities. All possibilities fold away into a multi sided octagonal (example) leaving one side facing me. This then becomes my experience. All other possibilities still exist, and the ball can change and turn and present a different side at any time I make it so, but initially it will show the side I have decided, or accepted. My fundamental beliefs/rules start off with the idea of who I am and how I fit into the picture I believe I am experiencing. If I believe I am an insignificant part of the universe, I will not then be allowing myself to control my environment. So lets decide for now, who I am and how I relate to all things. I am the son of God, which means I am a part of the potential that is God. There is no separation between all things. As I behave as the mind of the parts, so I can move the parts toward me that I may experience them. I do not own them, for they are me. There is not God and me as his Son, for this denotes that are two entities. God is all possibilities. I am the awareness of this infinite potential, and the perspective I hold= the view of that part of the multi sided ball. I am still one ball. God is the whole ball, I am the inverted individual perspective. I perceive separateness because of my inverted state allows me the capacity to experience other perspectives. As I relate more to my individual perspective than my true entity of God self, I begin to create an illusion of separateness and in doing so form the ego. This false state of identity creates a sense of individuality that causes me to create self (ego/perspective)serving destructive rules where I engage in competition that reinforces a false perception of separateness. Remembering that there are no rules other than the ones I set. So if I set a rule that says I am separate, and in competition against the "world" then so it is for me. OK, so since we are setting new rules, lets keep clarifying. I am an aware perspective of God Self, that is all possibilities. I as an inverted perspective have free will to make my own choices of what I will experience of God. Whatever choice/decision I make is true for me for the time I hold it to be true. All things I see are God. Ask of God self and that perspective comes. See God self in ALL things. I live in God, not a world. My world is God. I am experiencing God every where, all the time. There cannot be something separate to ask? The act of creating the illusion of something separate results in just that happening for us, as that is the experience we have "ordered". By having something separate, we have to "ask" for things to this separate entity. Since the entity IS actually us what then happens. We stand around waiting and nothing happens. Why, because the only entity that can make anything happen is us. So if we are waiting....then nothing happens. Ok, so where to from here. Action needs to occur. I need to act to have things happen. I need to make decisions. All I need to remember is that I set the rules.