Pondering the end

What would you do if one day the night before your time is up, you were given a heads up to the event. It was coming, unchangeable, definitive. What if this blog was to be the last one you knew you would write. It is an interesting sensation. What thoughts surround your consciousness hoping to get in? Fear? Excitment? Have I done what I was supposed to? Have I done good or am I being punished? Am I prepared...do I have a will? Or will all those who are left behind be left with a mess? Did I miss some cues along the way? Shall I be extra careful tomorrow or will I attract it by expecting it? Do I want to say something here in my blog to loved ones, or leave them with a suddeness of departure? Do I have any regrets or wish I had another day to sort things out? It is a strange feeling. I have no regrets. I have done nothing wrong. Whatever is, it is perfectly planned and well executed. Life inside the bubble will go on. The mess left is theirs not mine, I have gone. Be sorry not, for life is a circle, I have not gone anywhere, you just cant see me. Make the most of the days you have left in the circle, and be a wave maker. Cause as much happiness in the life of those around you as often as you can, for this will directly affect everyone around them, and everyone around them for the rest of their day. Always take responsibility and make sure you are asking the right questions if the answers you are getting don't seem to make sense. Never say never, except in this sentence. Always expect excellence from your day when you awaken, and always see stumbling blocks as exercises in agility training. Seek to have an effect on on at least one new person a day. When you buy gifts buy something that will make someone laugh for a long time. Watch 'pay it forward' with someone new every year then doing something for someone with them. Actively listen to everyone in your world, they are the messenger of the voice of your self showing you the way home. Appreciate the value in everything you have, for you have such an abundance of things around you right now to be appreciative about, you have no time to want more. Those wants just steal precious appreciation time away. Your team knows what you want, they just need a positive energy balance to be able to give it to you. Live in the now it is the only place where you can appreciate, everywhere else is an illusion. Be a change agent, whatever that means to you. This has been an interesting experience...my life.