Purpose

Exploring the concept of purpose more, I really need to understand what I am about, otherwise like I talked about yesterday everything I do is just wasted. I originally believed that my purpose was to understand the creative process. Now I believe that is just a goal. Actually my purpose is to experience perspectives of my perception of self. Not ego self, but soul. This is true happiness, for happiness is what I call the state of being I am in when I am experiencing a perspective of self I can relate to. I can relate to laughing, and love, to romance and giving, to learning, and inspiration etc. If I set about my day aligning all of my decisions with my purpose I would live my day and feel fulfilled. My life would feel like it had meaning, because it has purpose, and I would experience success often as my decisions and actions align to my purpose. I had been chasing my perception of this purpose. My goal had been to experience images of self, that I deemed to be appropriate. But everything related to the image, rather than the feeling. It was about the thing rather than me.