Self ish, or self interested ego

To focus on my true self is to listen to my soul. I am in the process of changing my habit from puting my ego first, to doing things for my'(true)SELF". In this new habit, my purpose is never for material energy = money, for that is a mirror from the reactionary universe, reflecting back the energy I have been affecting. The more positive effects I have had on paridigm pathways, the more abundant the effect that is reflected. With this in mind, I would need to look carefully at the purpose behind every single decision I make. I need to make sure that the purpose in that action or decision matches my true purose, so that I go with the option that will have the greatest paridigm shift for the universe. If I cannot match the purpose of the direction I am going in, with my life's purpose, then that pathway will fail, as it does not have the energy to fuel it's development. The pathway to evolve it will not unfold. This goes for any idea, big or small. Waste is doing something that has no true energy to sustain it.