Saturday, August 29, 2009

time is flying

So much time is gone. It is a few days away from my 1st wedding anniversary. I have done nothing to prepare for it. I am still in the same environment and same life. It is time for a change, and I must instigate it. By the end of this coming week, I will officially have the cafe on the market, and keep it on the market for at least a month in a tender process. I will also finish off my presentation for Dubai, and complete the bookings process for each of the venues for the academy programmes.
If this all goes well, then I will have the money to start the academy off properly in Northland. I will do that for as long as it takes, then move down here to Waitakere and do the same here. It is time to do things differently, it is the time for action. But also I am in need of a comprehension shift. I have held the same thinking. I am still thinking that Dubai is a good option when in fact it is not as good as the Academy. With the Academy in full swing my earning capacity is way higher. This is not as good as my capacity to win lotto, or even do other ventures. I am not open to attracting these options. I am not open to the difference in potential that is currently occuring. What could I get for my cafe.
This needs to change. I can see I am on the verge of losing control and having to repeat this life again for lack of having achieved anything substantial in this one. If I keep going down the path I am following now, that is exactly what will happen.
I need a thorough examination of my current situation in order to identify what I have been missing and to rectify my current situation and put myself back on track before it is too late.