Slow study

If you had asked me, I would have told you I was definitely a fast study when it comes to Metaphysics. Well what a joke this is turning out to be. My wife keeps reminding me how many years it has taken me to have achieved nothing. This got me thinking a lot.

Why is it that it has taken me so long. The only reason I can think of, is that I have missed the point. I have missed it because I have continually looked for the answers in the same place or in the same way. Today I did some revision to test my theory, and low and behold, there it was. The answer in broad daylight, right under my nose.

I have talked about how important appreciation is. But as I discovered today, this is all about me. There seem to be a number of tiers. The first is about me. I do things that make me feel good. This may involve doing something for someone else, for the purposes of making me feel good. This I believe is the most common level of human existance. I believe this is what life is about. It is about the evolution of this concept. To move our comprehension of energy generation from inside a single circle, looking inwards, to not just bringing someone else into that same circle, but then onto looking outside our circle, to the final level of encompassing all that exist within the sphere, which contains all other circles. This is a profound concept, but it all makes incredible sense. This is why I have felt so strange whenever I have offered myself different choices and then felt uncomfortable. Simply because non of those choices were right for me.

So lets go over the other tiers. In tier two we evolve from being completely selfish, to involving another entity, which we seek to connect to and to appreciate. They become our capacity for energy generation. We want to do things for them, because yes this makes us feel good, but we have our first level of selflessness, which is, that it makes them independantly feel good. We would sacrifice for them. We would give up something of value to us, as often as we could, that they would be happy even, if this cost us our own happiness. The human experience is programmed to go through this evolution via instinct. We are naturally attracted to connect to another entity. And it doesn't matter what or who that entity is. It can be a person of the opposite or same sex, it will often for many be an animal. What or who is irrelevant. What matters the most, is more the connection and the appreciation that is created by the second entity. It is stronger, longer, and more profound than the energy that is generated by yourself in a state of appreciation to self or God, mainly due to our tiny attention spans.

The third evolution is to influence many entities. This is often done by great authors, or COI. (Centres of influence). It is often done by great leaders, and excellent managers. It is done by inspirational people such as great athletes, heros, legends and role models. To become one of these and in doing so affect the energy of so many people people, is the next stage. Karmically you are responsible for this mass energy generation, and because of this it will feed back to you.

The forth evolution is to instigate a behavioural change in others, that they will become ambassadors of appreciation and dynamically change the energy value of an entire population. It may be the population of a class or group, or an entire school or business, it may be an entire town or city or even country. It could even be the entire world. That behavioural change will go forth and generate change in all others around the change agents. You are responsible for change agents, who in turn change the behaviour of others, who affect all the people around them, who influence all the people around them. The network is massive. It can easily be world wide. The change can be small in percentages, but yet it has an indefinite and accumulative affect. Now sit back and think carefully about where all my decisions and actions have been directed lately. Everything has been about me, and Ji. I had almost given up on my metaphysically journey, which would have meant I had stopped my progress to the fourth tier. Now it is time for me to reassess things dramatically. If I do keep my focus totally on my task then everything in my current reality may have to go. All I have to do is ask myself what is it about? Why do I want to go to Dubai? It is all about tier one and two it seems. What about the academy? This is potentially about tier 3. So what is a tier four direction for me then at this point? Is it writing a book? Is it metaphysical power to demonstrate?

This is interesting and worth a lot of thought. The cafe has been a source of Tier three. If the sale falls over, then perhaps this is supposed to be my new direction? This doesn't feel true. I think the cafe has failed on an energy level because of my perfectionism, and lack of appreciation as a result of this disease within myself. The cafe has a huge potential to be energy abundant at tier 3. But my destiny is tier 4. Gaming is frowned upon because it is keeping me at tier 1.

So J.C and Buddha, Krishna, Ahlah, are all Tier 4 entities. They have influenced behavioural changes in millions of people. So there is a need for me to connect into the system and say I am ready for the next tier. I have been on tier 3 by default for some time. Now it is time for me to go forward to tier four, but I am not sure yet if I decide what that is or if it is decided for me. It seems in the past all things have come to me, as most things sit well outside my comprehension, so the only thing I need to do is to open myself up to the opportunities that are out there. I can also start training myself to think in terms of level 4 concepts. This is a radical shift. Actually I think every level or tier is a radical shift from it's predecessor. When you are a self centred single guy or girl, who gets into a relationship, your relationships fail, because you do not meet the tier two standards. On this basis you are unable to keep another person around you. You don' t have enough magnetic pulling power to keep this person so they leave you. Having desire for another entity does not constitute being unselfish. Actually it is still selfish, as it is your desire. It is only when you finally put their desires before yours, and would give up your desires to help them fulfill theirs that you truely become selfless. To say that you love someone or something is false, unless you can say that you would give up your love for them if it benefitted them in some way.

Once you stop being selfish, and begin to have another entity at heart then you can say you are tier two. To go one step further to tier three is another radical step. This is where you help strangers, in a way that you cannot gain anything back materially. Your affect on that stranger is temporary. It is usually not life changing, but it does have an impact on those around them. This tier is designed for mass marketing. It focuses on one person (you) having a small effect on many people often. Each of these affected people deliver a combined large quantity of positive karmic energy that like multi level marketing, leads back to you the cause. This tier can often feel thankless, and you can often feel like your life is not really going forward much, as you have gone from a direct link at tier 2 where you get instant feedback for your gifting, to seemingly invisible in tier 3. What you don't see in tier 3, is how many things don't happen to you (negative things) because you have a positive energy balance from all the good karmic work you do. You also may not see the link between what you do and the excellent things that do happen as the accumulation of energy is small, and therefore takes a while. Without understanding the tiers it is easy to fall back down the tiers. Self focus is an expensive exercise, as it costs you a lot of energy to make yourself feel good all the time, and therefore generate enough energy to have a positive affect occur in your world. I am not sure if that is even possible. For if you have a desire you don't have that item. You will feel empty for the time between when the desire is made, till when you get it. If the desire is for another person you will feel empty without them, and this is a negative state. So perhaps you are able to produce a positive energy balance if single provided you don't have any desires. If you have desire for one person, once you have that person in your world, then you have the potential for a positive energy balance. Unless their expectations on you, or yours of them cause a negative energy balance. If all is good, you will be fine until you have new desires. You will run into huge problems if you begin to see this person you have attached yourself to, as the source of your desire being granted. When there are two or more in my name I will be there. So the energy of two is greater than that of one. It is possible to have a positive energy balance for two people from each other. Whereas two individuals may not be able to. There are more ramifications for this as we go up the numbers.