personality

thinking about this...what actually is this? Is it actually an expression vehicle for the conscious vehicle.

Aprentiship

Today I was given a new perspective of things that expanded my comprehension considerably. I have been given the opportunity to realise an apprentiship. To realise the reality of being guided by a master.

All I have to do is follow the instructions. I have to decide and commit fully to his leadership. No more mucking around...This is it! This is what I have always wanted. Now it is up to me to prove it is my passion. I have been given a number of tasks to do relating to the chakras. This is my first priority to achieve this starting requirement.

This Master lives with me. He is here, all of the time watching everything I do. He intercepts my thoughts, and knows my intention. There are no secrets I can keep from him. He is not clothed in a human shell, but he is real. I hear him very strongly. I have been blatently ignoring him on so many fronts, yet he has been there all of the time, and never judged me.

He has just waited for me to be ready.

Bottom dweller

I have just been informed that I am a bottom dweller. The definition will fit with most of us...people who mindlessly go through their day, most attempting to hide from the mundaneness throught temporary escapes such as drugs, alcohol, computer games, and fiction. Some try to escape through gambling, others don't try to escape at all and just wait to die.

I must rise up now and become an officer. Someone who can lead others out of their prisons of hopelessness, and emptiness into a life that ends up fulfilling for their soul.

So what is it to become an officer? Well, it means I have to start training for it. This means I have to give up my bottom dweller activities which I have become addicted to. I get addicted because they fulfill a daily need to sustain life. Without my addictions and nothing else I would become so depressed ....my inner light would go out and I would die.

So where are we then with this. The addiction is strong. My will has to be strong. My will to improve is strong, but perhaps at this point I am so lost it is not strong enough. Only my will to Live is strong enough to pull me out of this rut. Now this is very very interesting, because it will be a justifiable reason behind all cancers and other life threatening diseases. Like a final opportunity to save yourself. Unfortunately in the material world, most people resign themselves to their predicament so instead of using the opportunity to spark their way forward and change their ways, they simply continue. This is an interesting concept. The same thing that can save you, will kill you if you don't use it properly. If you don't use the cancer to spark your will to live and change your bottom dweller life, the cancer will kill you.

Ok, now lucky me, I am getting this information without having to go through the cancer first. I guess I am getting the information now, but will get the cancer or whatever if I don't do something with this opportunity.

Interestingly enough, there is a mass perspective coming in 2012 of death. The end of an era through the mayan calander. This is a grand opportunity on a massive scale to kick start the entire population into a will to live situation. It could also mean on a grand scale that if they don't their will be a massive culling of the human population.

Heres another thought. 1000's of years ago we were visited by very very advanced cultures from other solar systems. They are still here, protecting us, and helping build our technology. I would propose that when they first visited mankind was so technologically inept, that there was no way for a relationship to be established. Therefore they put a calculation of how long it would take for mankind to develop to a level whereby they could return and begin a relationship. Now they have been coming here for years. But they use cloaking technology which is a very simply process of emitting a frequency field from their ships that would be outside the field of reception the human eye can perceive. This gives them the freedom to come and go as they please. The governments know they are here, because a few of their smaller scout craft have had problems here over the years by being in the wrong place at the wrong time when governments were testing weapons perhaps, and these interferred with the electronics of the craft causing them to crash here.

If on this date they make themselves visible to us again, and begin to build a relationship with us, then this would be a parigdym shift which is what Metaphysians believe the end of the mayan calender signifies. Revelations in the bible, will then occur a few years later as there may well be a significant intergalatic fight being brought to us, in which once a gain, our will to live is triggered, but this time not by perception but indeed by the reality of a true global threat. There will be a great beast.....could well be a monstor spaceship, that brings a billion aliens. There could well be one of these giant craft in every country or even several of them in every country. They come, they stay, use up all of the earths natural resources completely, effectively enslaving the human race because we cannot get around their technology that protects them and tortures us. They will be far superior to us in every way. They will completely strip away this planets resources and then leave again insearch of the next earth.

They will be here for as long as it takes. Generally I would say they will be here for a 1000 years. 10 generations of human years. 2 generations for them. This is why there are so many of them. When they have gone, there will be very few humans left. They will have taken most of them with them, and there will be nothing left here. It will take another 1000 years for the earth to recover. Some of the population will be relocated to other planets. Others will simply take up residence in the super city spaceships. It is possible that if the technology was sufficient to indefinitely store something live and fresh, that these super city ships may well rape the planet of it's resources faster. However I doubt this greatly because will their development would have come experience and they would know this was counter productive. It would be far more productive to have the planets and inhabitants survive and flourish when they are here, and have the capability of recovering when they leave so their future generations will be able to come back here and take again. This way they could have a circuit of planets they visit.

This then would tell me that atlantis is true. We were once an advanced civilization. Or rather we once had an advanced civilization living here. One of two things occurred, they raped our resources so badly they had to leave early, or they simply repositioned themselves to not be so obvious. It says they went to the bottom of the ocean. This would be the best place to hide, because it is the last developement in technology here, to enable us to go to any great depths in our own oceans, therefore a perfect hiding place for our visitors who could come and go without ever being seen. So potentially there are enormous cities under our oceans which are going to be discovered or revealed at some point. These cities are necessary for the future prosperity of the human race. They are so far down that nothing that occurs on the surface of the earth will affect them. We could have a solar flare, world tsunami, meteor strike, nuclear war, biological war etc.

The most interesting thing, is that there is nothing to fear. These people are so advanced, that if they wanted us dead, we would be dead already.

Ok, so what does this mean for me? This means I need to begin preparing myself? I am not sure what it means. I do know I need to change what I am doing. But I am not sure why. Perhaps why is irrelevant, and that is ok for me.

So what changes? Officer material. 1. Diet. I need to start eating live food. Stop eating processed food. I need to go to the movie food inc. I will need to give up sex? I will need to spend time focusing myself on inner energy.

There is a fine line between no desire and depression. There is a key balance point between where I am all powerful = full of power. Desire sucks my power, either by leakage, or by simply creating a negative situation. The other issue with desire is it changes the direction your life is going in. This usually not to your benefit, and therefore creates a negative situation which you then have to correct. It is interesting actually the mathematics involved. The less desire I have the less complicated the math. Imagine the formula at the moment, of energy splitting that is going on between the desires of the average human. The number of desires x the duration of each desire, divided into an ever decreasing energy value. The more the energy value decreases the more the desires increase. This then is result

power points

Power points are the areas in our world that illuminate energy. At the moment my world is surrounded by appliances that are inefficient energy suckers. The escape from the rat race is where I replace these with power points that add energy or exude energy.

Charging the magnet

I was called to change today. By having a friend come in who mirrors me exactly it gave me an opportunity to see where I am at exactly and do something about it. I have been doing the same stuff for so many years and have not moved ahead because I cannot without changing my behaviour. The behaviour I need to change is spending money before I get it. The new behaviour I need to do is to replace my debt with abundance, by taking the money that is allocated for something and use it to pay that thing into an abundant perspective. Then with any surplus money, take that and pay another area of my life into an abundant perspective. Continue to do this in every active perspective in my world now, before I try to create new perspectives. This hall will create an enormous perspective of debt. Am I prepared to live with this? If so why?

Right now my life is very simple. It would be even more simple if I get rid of the cafe. The cafe is still here, there is a reason. What is critical is that I take stock of my situation now. That I prepare myself for success now with what I have. That I use the knowledge of what I know to do this without first wanting more as a prerequisite to moving forward.

2012

The mayan Calendar has once again presented itself. I think this is going to become a feature in my life. I had felt that I would not grow old. I felt that nothing I do now matters. What if that date was a date of significant change for me. A change that strips away everything I have now. This is an interesting thought. Even if not in death, it would be like preparing for death. What does one do to prepare for such a significant change. A change whereby you will take nothing with you. How does one live their life leading up to that point? One of selfish decadence to do and experience everything you can by then? Or one of selflessness of dedication to the comfort and wellbeing of others? Or do we just continue on in ignorant bliss focused on our day to day grind ignoring the impending date and it's consequences.

This is a very important issue for me to address.

If I wanted to do some universal investment I would focus on appreciation.

Why am I here in this time frame. Why have I had the awareness of the Mayan Calendar date this far out, where I have the capacity to enact change?