Friday, December 18, 2009

creation

Expanding my comprehension, I have decided I am definitely an Alantean citizen. I have been accustomed to great personal and group power before.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Making money

Isn't it interesting that we call it "making money".
In reality what is it that we are doing? We aren't making it, we are trading in something of greater value for lessor value energy. This is not creating...therefore it is an illusion. We do want to create the experiences that we wish for without the cost. Hence the attraction to lotto.
So what is the correct way to do it? Everything I have tried todate has been successful initially then it has failed spectacularly.
Is that because I changed my perspective or intention? Is it simply because I did basic fundamentals incorrectly via a behavioural iniative, therefore I repeat the same behaviour given the same situation, and in doing so, because that behaviour is destructive, ends up costing me everything. This could be worth exploring, but it still feels not correct. It feels like the creation of energy should take no effort on my part at all, at a human level. If this is true, then where should the creation of this energy take place? I have been appreciating, and been good, yet I have not manifested money. So lets put all the pieces together and see what comes up. Appreciation is creative energy. Centering myself at my soul point, means I am not anchored in the material world, so my intentions are not to manifest something for myself which then requires me to go and find the energy. ie if I decide I want something like an mr2. Once I have decided this then the context is created. If I then try to pursue it at a material level, then I will have to trade more valuable items for it such as my time, or I will go into debt to create it. Both are undesireable. The other alternative is to create the context...I desire to buy an Audi TT and a luxury home for Ji. This also creates the context. Then I begin to pour real energy into this context. This I have not had a go at doing. I have always converted back to working out how I will create it materially, or dreamed about creating it metaphysically by creating a lotto win, but I have not put the energy into the context. So here then is my new project. To create first a luxury home, metaphysically, then to put an Audi TT in the Garage.
I am unsure what to do. The cafe still lingers. Coaching is thin, as is enthusiasm for it. Academy is stifled by the potential to go to Dubai, and by a lack of belief that this is my correct direction. The dubai thing doesn't seem to feel like it is correct either. Nor does going to Korea. So here I am in a position where I don't know what on earth I am supposed to do, and so feel I am falling into a void and risk creating nothing, as I have nothing to be enthusiastic about. I do know I need to create a sense of urgency for myself regarding my development and be more aware of my environment as a school, and more accepting of the events that occur as metaphysical lessons, and points of development. I can also be proactive more in the areas of prempting testing, by acknowledging where I am weak, and focus my attention on these areas.
I can also invest my time expanding my comprehension of reality.
One thing I do feel I need to do is to clean out my old or at least let it go.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

A Note from "ponder on this" by Alice A. Bailey

"Your major need is for an intensification of your inner spiritual aspiration. You need to work more definitely from what might be called a point of tension. Study what is said about tension and intensity. It is intensity of purpose which will change me from the plodding, fairly satisfactory aspirant, into the disciple whose heart and mind are aflame.

notes from surfing the net

Although Tantra often refers to the Ajna Chakra as being located in the brow region, the implication is that this is its external manifestation, whereas the actual position is in the middle of the brain behind the brows. I differ from this conventional explanation in positing a front (descending) and an internal "Ajna" centre, as well as the back-of-the-head (ascending) centre. In Taoism, this primary chakra in the centre of the brain is variously referred to as the Square Inch [ Secret of the Golden Flower, p.25], the Heavenly Heart [Ibid], the Crystal Palace [Mantak Chia, Awaken Healing Light, pp.222-223], the Upper Tan Tien, the Original Cavity of the Spirit (Yuan Shen Shih) or the Ancestral Cavity (Tsu Ch'iao) [ Taoist Yoga - Alchemy and Immortality, pp.5, 9, etc]. As with the other mid-line chakras, the Ajna is not a Chi-energy chakra, part of the ch'i circuit or microcosmic orbit, but a subtle consciousness centre, located along the laser line or Sushumni nadi that extends from the Perineal (the lower or yin polarity) to the Crown (the upper or yang polarity). It constitutes the central focus point or governing centre of the other head chakras.

Antahkarana - The Science of the Antahkarana

From Education in the New Age By Alice A. Bailey "Antahkarana The path, or bridge, between higher and lower mind, serving as a medium of communication between the two. It is built by the aspirant himself in mental matter." As a preparation for what students need to master, I would like to emphasize certain points by tabulating the information already given. The Science of the Antahkarana is not an easy one to learn because of the following points. These emphasized points must be accepted by students as a working hypothesis prior to all attempted work: 1. The Science of the Antahkarana is connected with the entire problem of energy, but peculiarly with the energy handled by the individual and with the forces by which the individual relates himself to other individuals or to groups. For the sake of clarity, we will give the name of a.ENERGY: to all forces pouring into the individual form from whatever direction and source. To these major energies, the names of "sutratma" or "life thread" or "silver cord" have frequently been given. b.FORCE: to all the energies which - after due manipulation and concentration - are projected by the individual or group in any direction and with many possible motives, some good and many selfish. 2. The Science of the Antahkarana, technically speaking and for group purpose, is especially the science of light manifestation with its results of revelation and consequent changes. It should be remembered that: a.Light is substantial, and from the angle of the spirit is a sublimation or higher form of material matter. b.Light is also the quality or major characteristic of the soul in its own realm, and of the etheric body (a reflection of the soul eventually) in the three worlds of human evolution. c.The object of the science with which we are dealing is to fuse the lower and the upper lights, so that one light shines forth in physical manifestation and a synthesis of light is consequently brought about. d.Technically speaking, two light bodies exist - the vital or etheric body and the soul vehicle. One is the result of aeons of incarnating life and becomes in time a powerful repository of energies gathered out of a wide range of contacts, though conditioned by the ray type in its three aspects. The etheric body exists and is today functioning powerfully. The soul body is in process of being slowly constructed, and is that "house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens" to which the New Testament refers (II Cor. V, 1). It is interesting to note that the Old Testament refers to the etheric body (Ecc. XII, 6-7.) and its construction, and the New Testament deals with the building of the spiritual body. 3. The Science of the Antahkarana must be studied in three ways: a.Concretely and in relation to the etheric body, which is a substantial, tangible form, and is being so considered (though not as yet universally admitted) by modern science. b.Egoically and in relation to the soul and to the "light body" through which the spiritual man must function in the world of souls, and which - when blended and fused with the etheric body - produces the manifestation of divinity upon earth to a greater or lesser degree, according to the extent of fusion and the conscious recognition by the individual of the attained fusion. c.Abstractly and in relation to knowledge-wisdom, which are two words used in relation to force and energy, and their use by the individual in his environment and contacts. Ponder on these words. You will realize how necessary it is that there should be some capacity for abstract thinking before the true implications of this new science can be understood. 4. The Science of the Antahkarana is concerned with the problem of the continuity of consciousness and with the problem of life and death. Keep these two themes clearly in your mind for they are basic and important. 5. The Science of the Antahkarana deals with the three fold thread which connects: a.The monad, the soul and the personality, linking all three periodical vehicles and unifying all seven principles. b.The triple personality and its environment in the three worlds of human enterprise, and later in the other two worlds (making five) of superhuman expression. c.The consciously creative man and the world of ideas. These he must contact and express through creative work, thus bridging with the light: i.Between the world of souls and the world of phenomena. ii.Between the realm of subjective beauty and reality and the outer tangible world of nature. iii.Between himself and others. iv.Between group and group. v.Later, when the divine Plan has become a reality to him, between the fourth kingdom (the human) and the fifth kingdom (the Kingdom of God). vi.Finally, between humanity and the Hierarchy. 6. The Science of the Antahkarana is the science of the triple thread which exists from the very beginning of time and links individual man with his monadic source. The recognition of this thread and its use, consciously, as the Path and the means of ever expanding contacts, comes relatively late in the evolutionary process. The goal of all aspirants and disciples is to become aware of this stream of energy in its various diversifications and consciously to employ these energies in two ways: interiorly in self-unfoldment, and in the service of the plan for humanity. 7. The Science of the Antahkarana teaches certain fundamental truths about the thread, some of which might be enumerated as follows: a.The life thread comes directly from the monad or the ONE. This thread is anchored in the heart during incarnation. There is the seat of life. b.The consciousness thread comes directly from the soul. It is anchored in the head. There is the seat of consciousness. c.The thread of creative activity is initiated and constructed by the human being. It is anchored, when sufficiently constructed, in the throat. This thread is an extension or synthesis of the two basic threads. The creative thread itself is triple in nature. It is slowly constructed down the ages by the man. As he becomes truly alive, from the standpoint of intelligent awareness and the desire fully to express himself, the process is materially hastened. These three self-created lesser threads which constitute the third thread of the antahkarana extend eventually: a.From the physical body to the etheric body, passing from the heart to the spleen, and thence to the body of prana, the vital or etheric body, unites with force from the egoic will petals. b.From the etheric body to the astral body. This thread passes from the solar plexus to the heart and from thence to the astral body, picking up the energy of the thread mentioned above, unites with force from the love petals. c.From the astral body to the mental vehicle. This thread passes from the ajna center to the head center and from thence to the mind body, picking up the energy of the other two threads mentioned above, unites with the force from the knowledge petals. Though these three energies are woven into one thread finally, yet they remain distinct. It should be borne in mind that the soul body is constructed of pure white light, whilst the light out of which the etheric body is made is golden. 8. The Science of the Antahkarana deals, therefore, with the entire incoming system of energy, with the processes of usage and transformation and fusion. It deals also with the outgoing energies and their relationship to the environment and is the basis of the science of the force centers. The incoming and the outgoing energies constitute finally two great stations of energy, one characterized by power and the other by love, and all directed to the illumination of the individual and of humanity as a whole, through the medium of the Hierarchy composed of individuals. This is basically the Science of the Path. The antahkarana, therefore, is the thread of consciousness, of intelligence, and the responsive agent in all sentient reactions. The interesting point to bear in mind, and where we must now lay the emphasis, is that this thread of consciousness is evolved by the soul and not by the monad. The World Soul pours its gossamer thread of sentient consciousness into all forms, into all body cells and into all atoms. The human soul, the solar angel, repeats the process in relation to its shadow and reflection, the personality. This is part of the creative work of the soul. But, in its turn, the human being has also to become creative in the mental sense of the term and must repeat the process, for in all points the microcosm resembles the macrocosm. Therefore, through the life thread, the soul creates and reproduces a personality through which to function. Then through the building of the antahkarana, the soul first of all develops sentiency down upon the physical plane, and later bridges the gap - through meditation and service - between the three mental aspects. It thus completes the creation of the path of return to the Center, which must parallel the path of outgoing. I have now completed my introductory presentation of the fundamentals which will in the future age dominate the educational systems. It was necessary for all of you - and for those who will later study these instructions anent the new education - to have some grasp of past foundational implications and basic tendencies and also some ideas, however vague, of the line along which major changes can be expected to come. You can begin, therefore, to work intelligently and with as little loss of time as possible. It remains now to make the teaching which I have given practical in its implications. The New Education now must take the place of that which is old and which has proved so wrong that it could not prevent the universal holocaust which distinguished the years 1914-1945. It must be superseded. The next stage of human evolution will emerge as a result of the purificatory action of the World War. There are steps which humanity must take, and only a new type of education and a different attitude to the educational processes (imposed upon the very young of every nation) will enable mankind to take them. A new cycle of experience, of psychological development and of new educational processes is imminent. What I have given here and elsewhere on the Science of Meditation, of Service and anent the Antahkarana gives method, mode, promise and point to it all. Science of the Antahkarana. Keyword Tags: Antahkarana, The Antahkarana, Antahkarana Symbol, Antahkarana Symbols

MOVING FORWARD

I have had a very good boost over the last few days with alot of info coming in from many different sources, giving me a lot of homework to do.
The premise is it seems that I am heading towards the evolvement of my conscious awareness to develop control over my lower mind, my emotions, and to shift my perspective to infact protect myself as my power grows. In short if the karmic value of power matches the increase in power, then as my influence on others increases so does the potential whip lash from karmic fallout if I make errors of judgement, or decisions or actions that result in catacylsmic or negative chain reactions.
Also in a belief that I am moving into a position of management such as a life manager's role, I have to first remove all emotional attachment, and lower self domination, to enable me the capacity be patient enough and persistent enough to do my job effectively.
Potentially I am moving forward towards the development of my energy potential. It seems this has the capacity to be in many forms....psyhic, electrical, fire, gravitational, mental/thought, love, music, elemental, intuitive and potentially more aspects.
The key it seems is in control, which of course makes perfect sense. Control when you are in darkness, must be a progressive process. First stage is gravitational...creating a sense that there is something else out there, and therefore a sense of being drawn to discover is born. From there one must let go of the connection one has to each stage of development, like a butterfly needing to let go of the catapillar stage to move on, inspite of the comfortability of staying with the status quo, and the inability to be able to conceive what lies ahead, the catapillar must let go of what he has first, and this requires faith.
Right now I am at a phase of understanding where I can see the importance of having no attachment at all to anything, including the things I will obtain such as powers. After all, such a power only has it's usefullness in this realm.
And if I get too attached to something, I will be slow to move forward to the next butterfly stage.
One thing that is resounding to me at the moment, is this statement..."I must let go of the need to battle." I feel this encompasses any form of competition. For all competition is a battle to some degree. Is the addiction to battle what causes a man to gamble?

Ok, lets see where I am at. I am happy to move forward in Ji's life and get a home. However, she will be away for several years. Potentially 3. If we get a home now, as the property market moves, we will be in it. This is very much human thinking. We have done the mortgage calculators. We are capable of paying off 100,000 in the first year based on our incomes. All we need to be able to do is come up with a $100,000 or so deposit. We have until July. So 6 months. Based on all things being equal, I would need to gain the money elsewhere from where I have gained it todate. Potential human sources...sharemarket, currency trading, cafe, coaching, and academy, or Dubai Job. Of interesting note...is that all of these opportunities have failed in the past....so what would be different this time?

Also if you see it as the correct way forward to buy a home, then technically you would provide the means to do so, and not subject us to years of debt.

You could also have done this, through any number of lotto wins. Yet you have not. If we had won lotto todate, or in the near future it would change the direction I am heading. So perhaps there is somewhere I need to be, someone I need to intersect with etc. I can see that the direction of my life is being sculpted and for this I am open. I just am not sure how to plan and i think this gives me a sense of waiting.