I am unsure what to do. The cafe still lingers. Coaching is thin, as is enthusiasm for it. Academy is stifled by the potential to go to Dubai, and by a lack of belief that this is my correct direction. The dubai thing doesn't seem to feel like it is correct either. Nor does going to Korea. So here I am in a position where I don't know what on earth I am supposed to do, and so feel I am falling into a void and risk creating nothing, as I have nothing to be enthusiastic about. I do know I need to create a sense of urgency for myself regarding my development and be more aware of my environment as a school, and more accepting of the events that occur as metaphysical lessons, and points of development. I can also be proactive more in the areas of prempting testing, by acknowledging where I am weak, and focus my attention on these areas.

I can also invest my time expanding my comprehension of reality.

One thing I do feel I need to do is to clean out my old or at least let it go.