Conversation with Kerry

Maintain a view that includes a major life goal when focusing on something in front of you.

Work only for the universe, it pays you abundantly if you do your job.

The universe is the only boss that gives you autonomy, but will expect to be paid if you don't do your job. (negative karmic value).

Live in the now because only there can you invest in all of your cycles at the same time. In the now you are able to appreciate, enjoy, laugh, love, and gift consciously, and therefore purposely and actively work on a positive karmic balance.

Abundance is our natural state. What we are experiencing at the moment is unnatural. To create an abundance environment, we first need to see the abundance of time, money and energy that is hidden inside our current day, by removing the (bottemless pit of) Potential that exists. We can do this by identifying what our priorities are in tiers. Then pausing and looking at the view before continuing your journey up the mountain of life.

Tier one: what has to be done tomorrow that cannot wait another day. There may be be nothing in this category. Then you have an immediate abundance of time....because all other things after this are decisions you control.

Tier two: what will give me the greatest sense of achievement?

This may be doing something for yourself, or creating a "network", or it may be a specific task.

Have up to a maximum of 3 things on this list. Preferable only 1.

Tier 3: What 3 things will give me a positive energy balance once I achieve them? Do this tier for no more than 3 hrs.

Tier 4: what would I like to do for me time? This also should be 30 mins initially, and evolve into no more than an hr.

Tier5: Jobs for the Universe. This may require a 5 min time of contemplation, asking the universe what it would like you to do for it today? This may involve networking, or it may involve something else.

Set a Life goal for Financial, metaphysical, and time? This is not a final goal, nor an only goal for your life...it is simply a big goal. Getting out of debt is a sub goal. "Experiencing my natural state of abundance" is a real goal. Any real goal can be achieved today. Sub goals take time to manifest. Real goals are experiences that evolve. Sub goals end as soon as they are achieved.

Set a weekly goal that lines up with your sub and real goals.

A daily goal is a chance to connect to your goal "line" and will therefore link to your weekly, sub goal and life goal. example: Collect up all the loose change. Take it to the bank without counting it. Deposit it into your visa card. This lines up with a weekly goal to put $100 extra onto my credit card than I had planned; walk to the bank, as this may give you a chance to do other goals while you walk (networking - such as smiling at people as they walk past; visualizing; appreciating; chatting with your life manager etc). This may be a daily ritual. Some days you may only have a $1 to take in. Other days you may in fact have nothing, so you walk to visualize, or you may choose to do something different on that day.

Your dollar may be in the form of a piece of clothing you take into sell, or even gift today, so that the energy value in that piece of clothing is unlocked and put back into flow.

You can walk back and appreciate this action you have done, and know that the appreciation is also real energy that you are producing towards your positive karma balance.

At the end of each hr for the first week, pause a moment and ask yourself, how your karmic energy balance sheet is looking at the end of that hr/day/week.

What could you change and do differently for the following hr/day/week.

One of the metaphysical goals may be to tune into our intuition more. A part of this is also looking at signs. This is not make believe. Nothing in our life is, and nothing in our life is "not metaphysical". We cannot part time the universe, we can only part time our focus, and awareness.

If you and I are having political problems, this is not a physical issue, this is a metaphysical one. So what is the universe telling us? Perhaps this direction is not the one to be going in....after all how will the universe gain from you being duly employed there? Perhaps the universe has ideas else where for you.

I was talking to mum and Dad a bit about what we talked about. They said, ah, but what about Murray, hows does Kerry get around the fact that Murray will go off and spend money here and there? But, Murray is a reflection of you. If you tell him what you have done.....over time he will see you lead by example and follow you. Murray is constantly nagging you to get on with this or that....perhaps because a/. he is the universe......and b/. because he needs you to lead by example so he can be a part of it. Maybe he wants to be a part of it, but needs help.

No one is saying he will on the surface support you going down the road to deposit $1. He might feel your time is better spent....but remember, it is $1 towards that goal, and $50 an hour from the universe for taking that walk, multiplied by any networking you did etc, which may well end up with that one trip to the bank to deposit that $1 nettiing you $10,000 over a wee bit of time, when you add up the network value and appreciation value, and the energy in flow etc.

Every minute you invest in Josh/steph and Brendon is a network link. You are developing them to become souls that will go forth eventually and have a great affect on many people. The small things you do today, will help to mould who they become. The Universe is your employer, regardless of what activity you do. The more energy you generate for the universe the more you make yourself.

You can do one thing for yourself and gain a good feeling.

you can do one thing for someone else and gain appreciation, and potentially networking.

You can improve someone to the point that they have a permanent change that results in their future being different, and as a result they affect more people and generate more love, and happiness for others and in doing so change the universes energy value....

you will get rewarded accordingly.

We use games to escape our reality because we like the sense of control the game affords us. We like the rewards we get, and our ability to experience success quickly.

If we follow the above, we can do all that in our current reality, and evolve it into even more.

Be happy when something unusually happens. It is the end of the karmic value playing out. (the manifestation of a karmic cycle) Be grateful the energy has been released and it is now over.

The taming on the human mind

I observe my human mind at work. My lack of intervention sees that it dominates the decision making and therefore the experiences and pathways that I go down.

One of the most important lessons to conquer here within a given lifetime, is to take back control of the direction I travel in, by quietening the human mind, and listening more to my tutors who can see the big picture. This helps me get on and stay on the right path.

This is where I am at. At them moment the human mind has near on complete control. It is my intention to pull this back. This means challenging every initiation presented by it. The initiation may be to watch a movie, or eat something or do something. Generally it is to do with the basic needs of the human body or mind. The body needs energy, the mind needs entertainment, and likes to feel a sense of control. It likes to do things that give it that sense of control.

By challenging each initiative of the mind, I am taking back control and restoring order. The human mind used to have a job of suggesting experiences, but somewhere along the line it just did the same ones over and over.

This then is my great task over the next few days.

Moving forward

It is Feb 14th, 2010, valentines day.

It is time for reflection. It seems I am going to be free of the cafe within a few days, just requiring myself to be able to sell the 'other' bits and pieces. I am still not clear on where to go next, nor what I will be doing. But I am comfortable and feel I am on the right path, and that I simply need to wait with intention, and it will be revealed. Options that seem to fit well at the moment.....going to Korea, and teaching english, Going to Dubai, and doing any job that pays more than $100,000 US.

Setting up the NZBA. Writing a metaphysical book.

What doesn't appeal, is staying in Auckland. This now has no appeal at all.

I understand I still have some cleaning up of old energy, and starting up generating an energy network here and now. Perhaps if I put my mind more to this the true direction will come forth. It does feel like it is a metaphysical direction I am supposed to take next, not another human direction. I think this is why none of the other ideas appeal.

Unlocking the power centres

The charkras, or power centres hold a great deal of fascination for me. I have been doing a little bit of study and feel my focus is on the third eye which entails balancing my lower and higher self.

Today I had and extraordinary experience, of seeing how much control I have been giving to my lower self. This is the mind which I had seen to be my own thoughts. Now that I spend more time listening to my tutors (intuition) I can clearly see that this is not my mind, for I observe it. It is the mind of my lower self, which has dominated my experiencing realm my whole human life. I can see that it is this mind that is connected to my emotion, and desires, the things of death for this human existance. I can see clearly now how important it is for me to get control of my attention so that I stop heeding this mind, and let go of the need for it. This will require great diligence in the beginning for the mind is incredibly crafty, and devious, an expert at disguising it's thoughts to look like my own. It is the great tempter, that would have me indulge in energies that are lower than my true nature so as to keep me in concrete energy realm.

this includes food in a big way, but also other things, such as computer games, music, movies, and day dreaming, that give me an escape from my physical world, but take me deeper into the abyss.

Harmlessness

the following are exerts from Alice A Bailey's "A Treatise on White Magic" that fit for me where I am now.

Harmlessness is the expression of the life of the man who realises himself to be everywhere, who lives consciously as a soul, whose nature is love, whose method is inclusiveness, and to whom all forms are alike in that they veil and hide light, and are but externalizations of the one Infinite Being.

It will lead to that silence of the tongue that grows out of non-reference to the separate self.

For a man who comes forth with great anger and emotion a cooling approach is to say

"I can see your energy is very strong, how may I help you to change this? "

Energy

All things contain and emanate energy. All are susceptible to input. What sort of input do I do for the things around me? As I set my own energy level, I have an automated influence of everything around me. In addition to this I can appreciate specific energy entities, thus boosting their energy levels and as a result their emanating level. This will affect all of those around them. This is the network effect. In addition to this....I can lead a horse to water, and one horse will have their thirst quenched. And as many horses as I can lead to the water is as many that will be satisfied. Or I can teach others to lead horses, and then many many horses will benefit.

This could be the idea behind the book.

Also there is a "just do it" mentality needed. This that comes from Dev.

Keep it simple. Do it often.

The greatest gift I could give the Universe is positive Energy. To be able to lift the energy levels of those around me, and to have no thought financial gain is an important step forward.

In the minds of many energy is neither created nor destroyed. Therefore it is only altered in value. More positively charged or negatively charged. Everything that has a charge attracts likeness to it. Like a chain reaction. My objective is to join in the group that is apart of affecting this chain reaction in a positive way.

When you understand how connected you are too people, you realise your importance as an individual to the group.....to the universe.

The Karmic soldiers

When you first enter into this world you are subject to the information readily available in your environment. This environment will change as you evolve.

How you start off viewing the world will shape your beliefs and philosophy.

When you first start out on the journey of self discovery, a thought is described as something you have in your mind....it is private, and has no substance to it. It has no affect on anyone unless you act on it, and it has no purpose other than to construct a way forward for the unbridled emotion you have running around inside you. Once you awaken, this illusion is lifted. The events you considered coincidences are shown up for what they really are, events created from your very own thoughts.

Every thought I entertain, is a real energy. My intention sends it forth where it will affect all those it is intended for. But all thought forms are gathers. The go forth and interact with others, reaping what comes from that interaction, then brings it back to the originator.

The reason that the karmic value is likely to be 10 times that sent forth, is because of the network effect a reaction has on those around them. For example: Lets say it is my intention to make someone feel good. I send forth a thought form perhaps via an action, that sends that person a special note, and perhaps a small gift even as simple as a solitary chocolate. Lets say this is directed to a shop keeper who gave me excellent service the day before. The imput from me is very very small, and the in a physical sense is negligible....the cost of an envelope, some paper and a chocolate...and a bit of time to drop it off to them. The impact on that note to that person will be extraordinary. It may be the first time they have ever had such feedback. The change to their demeanour for that day will impact on every person that they come into contact with. This may change the demeanour of their customers who in turn will change how they interact with the people around them. So the accumulated energy gathered from the original thought form becomes massive in this case, and this comes back to you when it is done.

This makes thought forms like Karmic Soldiers. They are either allies, because you have sent out constructive thought forms, or enemies, because you have sent out destructive thought forms.

awakening

Today I discovered the true meaning of awakening.

I would best describe it as coming out of a dream where the life I live is based predominantly on the physical plane (A human having a metaphysical experience), and waking to a life with a view that looks from beyond the physical plane. (A God having a human experience)

I have also concluded there is a great deal of humbleness needed to succeed, for any sense of desire for control, or any emotional attachment to anything proves I am not yet ready for the next step.

It appears to me that awakening is a term best suited to a having a realisation that all of my ideas about metaphysics are mere fantasy held from a perspective of interaction with the physical plane, and that only once I make them a true reality where I interact with the parts of my philosophy beyond the physical with more intent than the components of the physical plane can I truly say I have awakened.

In the early stages I think the risk is there that I can go back, but only if my resolve is weak.

From where I am viewing things today, there is a great deal of knowledge flowing around me. Things that were fantasy are actually real. This creates a resulting need to as vigilant with my thoughts as I would with my words. To know that my intention is a command that will call into play great energies that should not be toyed with. This place beyond awakening, has a deep and lasting need for great respect and humility.