The human mind was created to gift experiences to the observer, without the observer needing to enlist desire.

The personality was created to evolve the human mind which would adjust the experiences the observer got to experience.

The soul is the vehicle that houses the observer.

The mind believes that the personality and itself are the one and only entity housed in the human form. The reason for this is simple...all else is beyond the comprehension of this mind.

The first awakening is simply a feeling. A sense that there is more that what other minds are telling me. That there is more to life, that what I see, even though I do not comprehend it because I am observing from the perspective of the human mind.

The second awakening occurs when I realise that I am not the personality either, for I hear another voice. This voice turns out to be termed a conscience. But this turns out to be a partition of the human mind, created to balance the ego of the mind on behalf of the personality, and keeps the ego in check.

At every evolution of awareness...I adopt the new perspective to be the truth of who I am, and there I stay until I further evolve to the next perspective which enables me to view the last...and a new truth is born for how can I be what I observe.

The next state of evolution of awareness occurs because I hear another voice. It is ever so quiet and infrequent initially, but then I discover that the level of truth in this voice is total. It has taken me a long time to listen more, and focus my hearing so that this voice dominates my view.

This second voice is termed to be intuition. This is I pre suppose a communication link to my management team. The mind doesn't stop doing what it does. My quest is to simply tune myself out of hearing it, or following it completely. This requires that I challenge it without emotion on every turn. And that it be my intention to follow this direction.

Is the next state of evolution the detachment of the human mind and personality.

My soul is an energy entity. This energy entity has three aspects to it.

One is the constant unchanging. This is the original essence. One evolves from the original essence. This is the universal perspective. The third one evolves at an individual level. This layer is affected by everything that occurs at my experience point that I interact or engage with. This is my individual perspective. This is the point that I limit myself from my infinite potential.

At the original essence, I am omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent, I am everything, and therefore can experience nothing.

At the second perspective I am God self, a perspective, like a hologram made in the image of the original, or introverted in order to look inwards...looking back at the original essence. At the third perspective, I have individualism, as I limit my perspective of the universe, by creating an illusion, by adopting a more concrete perspective.

I can end up so far down the rabbit hole of the illusion, that I forget who I am and what my heritage is. I land in a place where all those around me have also forgotten.

My task is to awaken. It is not about the human perspective gaining god like power. It is about returning to a pure energy being.

At the moment I am using food to gain energy. It is like I am lacking energy. This is symbolic. My life battery is running out. I am proping it up. I need to move faster. I need to raise my energy levels to be able to survive.