the human perspective

If my focus is on being the Universe, then I am not being my lower self, but may occasionally glimpse at my higher self. But if I am focused on being my Higher self, I feel it is easy to slip back to seeing my lower self perspective. When I focus on being my higher self, I tend to still have separation, and creation seems to be based on good deeds. When we look through the eyes of the human perspective we see other souls gaining things our lower self values. We wonder what they have done to deserve just a valuable creation, and desire to have that creation ourselves. The lower self always seems to desire objects, or manifested energy, where as the higher self seems to focus more on experiences. The lower self seems to create using karma. The lower self is controlled by the karmic rules, which have a inescapable system that rewards in line with the energy you sow. The most common method of creation on the lower physical plane is trade. Time is traded for Money. Money is then traded for goods. The higher self uses Karma to create. So if they soul ends up in a positive karmic balance, then the energy will manifest as gifts, and experiences, and potentially as money. But once again this is singular, and limited, and seems to be a case of limited creation based on using something up, and when it is gone, you are required to generate it again. If I did everything perfectly at this level it is possible I could have so much karma coming back to me, that my creation level is incredibly abundant.

However it seems to me that they only true way to do things, is to connect into the source. To become the universe perspective and cease to be an individual. This of course scares the living daylights out of all conscious minds, because they believe it is the end of their perspective, and it means nothingness follows. This of course is silly. Being the universe is simply viewing all things from the Universe perspective instead of from the individual soul perspective or worse still from the Human perspective.

I am more aware now every day. I have much to learn but I feel enlightened more every day, as I let go of the concrete energy that is the human perspective.