More on Potential

The topic of potential has arisen again, so I here to explore it. My potential. I am grasping at what actually is potential. There is total potential which means everything exists. Then there is my potential which is everything that I can imagine exists within reach of me. Then there is my personal energy value, and my karmic balance, which gives me the capacity to manifest different experiences. My focus has always been on my potential. I have seen and understood how corrosive desires are, for the debt that is created. I am infatuated with exploring what I am capable of. Telekinesis, telepathy, instant creating, etc. My sharemarket still sits dormant...yet it could have erupted into wealth. My currency trading could also have erupted into wealth. My day to day existance is one of barely getting by. I could win lotto, I could manifest buyers for everything on trademe....etc. I am still connected to this potential that lies there. I feel drawn to it, but not in a bad way but like I am supposed to be finding it. So I feel I am missing the point somewhere, and need to get this right. The question I have at the moment is...am I supposed to be accessing my potential, and am therefore doing something incorrectly which is preventing me, or is the very act of focusing on and pursuing my potential wrong because I am viewing my potential from the perspective of the ego? Is this one of the strands of connection to the ego I still have which is along with my reaction to Dorothy is detrimental to because it is keeping me anchored in the human perspective. I am awake, but I am still drowsy....it is like that. So I need to polish up and get rid of the last remnants of human connection to be able to move forward to the next point. So now I get it. My potential as what? is the issues. I think I have been focusing on my potential at the human perspective, and so I have had this potential cut off every time because my goal is metaphysical perspective and metaphysical development and metaphysical potential. If my human perspective potential developed then it would captivate my attention at the human perspective sufficiently to slow me down in my metaphysical development. By having had this perspective frozen my attention has remained firmly on my metaphysical development, since I have had no connection to how to access my metaphysical potential. (perhaps I have been shown, but it is far easier to focus on accessing my human perspective potential). So the lesson is therefore to relinquish every single aspect of connection to my human perspective. To start with this will mean....all negatives first, eventually it will mean ALL including positives.

This is something I can do immediately.

Focusing on my metaphysical Potential is a case of decision making. Each decision point is an intersection that enables me to turn left or right effectively. I need to be more aware of the what my alternative (metaphysical) potential is when my human mind offers me a 'left turn' human potential perspective. Sometimes it may well be abstinance. Other times there may be an alternative reality or simply an alternative experience with a superior energy value.

This idea came up again today. It is like...being able to see alternative realities. I am trading currency. I can see my potential for the currency to move in a direction that fits with where I want it to go. This will increase my wealth at a human perspective and enable me to clear out the last of my debt. I am not yet sure what I need to do to trigger this particular reality, as a means of understanding the creative process. I feel there is the capacity to control my environment and control my potential, I just haven't yet stumbled on how. This is what I am working on now. I can visualize. I can be decisive. I can have intention. I need to be connected to the source though. This also is still not clear. So much unclear stuff.