self destruct

I am sitting on a time bomb. That time bomb is me. I am self destructing and the time is near. I need to do a thorough review of all the things I am currently doing that can be construed as self destructive. Then I need to systematically commit to stamping it out.

1. attempting to create my own creative energy externally. This includes shares, currency, lotto, etc.

2. attempting to establish a sense of worth in the eyes of others in the physical realm.

3. (your turn to add.)