Yet more pieces

Partitions are required to not only create perspectives, but also to create potential. Potential by it's nature is capacity of power. But there is another definition to potential and that is what we are capable of but have not yet realised. Unpartitioned self, has no unrealised potential. It is like having nothing to aspire to because you already have everything. Monad has Full nature of self to look forward to, and full potential of self to realise. Yet, this too is a perception. So it is like the perception is the limiting or partitioning factor. I am true self, exploring my potential via different perspectives of myself. Each Perspective is a partition of mind, yet has full access to all of my potential. But due to the result of perception, limits it's potential to the boundaries of the perspective. Because I am God, I decide and it is done. So the power is in the decision making. If I decide through a perception, it is still the same power and will get the same result...it WILL MANIFEST, because of who I ACTUALLY AM, irrespective of who I perceive myself to be. Awakening, then is coming to the realisation that perception determines which perspective I view from, and what view of potential I have, and how I live and interact with everything and everyone. Perception therefore has to be either the greatest sin, or the greatest tool of evolution. I will decide which one it is later.

Other things learnt today....in order to be a monad who's focus includes sacrifice for the greater good, and living in a realm of my full God Potential, it means I have to be completely open and available, and aware of the system existing, the importance of my place in the system, and the consequences of interacting within the system as a willing or non willing participant. To be this open, I would need to have great confidence, and obviously not only no fear, but solid faith in the system. These things I need, including the awareness, and knowledge etc, would accumulate through experience on the path with such things as self image/confidence training. To do the training I would need the girl to slap my face, and go through the bullying etc and so on. Over time I have evolved, and so now I have the skill set to be able to make it stick once I get there.

Also another point of note is that when I first awaken, I will not likely have all components at the same level. ie, my perception of my potential may be at soul level, but my perspective may still be at Human level, or my perspective may be at monad level, my perception of my potential is soul, but my awareness of possibilities may still be human.

So all of these components need to align.

Ok, so I want to explore these components more.

More pieces of the puzzle

Looking to put together some of the pieces of the puzzle of Quantum mechanics. One: When I look at something at a quantum level, it changes because I observed it. All possibilities exist until I make a decision, then the possibilities all collapse into one - the chosen one.

Where you are when you assess your potential is critical. Due to the fact that you are a multi layered single entity, you have the capability of viewing potential and perceiving self from 5 different perspectives. Expressing self, and experiencing self capabilities never change, however by the nature of the latter coming after the former, the former behave like inhibitors and therefore have a direct correlation to the result. An example: If I perceive I am human, or I perceive I am a Monad - with either, my experiencing capacity is the same in that I as the observer do not change, and my ability as that observer to experience what is before me also does not change. Therefore the variable is simply in the perception of the observer whilst at any given perspective. Effectively this is the god decides, and so it is theory even though it is limiting that god's powers or even potentially hiding them completely from view to give the perception to the observer that they do not exist at all. Ok, so the potential I perceive I am capable of as a human limits me not because it is true, but because I have the actual potential to limit myself, and do so by simply viewing my potential from that perspective. As I become more enlightened, what I am actually doing is simply changing my perspective. My true potential still hasn't changed, but the potential I actually perceive, although it has expanded, is still limited by comparison to my actual potential. The key is to draw my perspective out so far that I sit perched on the seat of my true potential. Now potential and perception have been two key pieces of the constant jigsaw puzzle since the beginning. I have always seen the huge potential in my currency trading, investments, and business opportunities, and my self as a god, yet I have always missed out on realising that potential. The other aspect is perception. What we perceive to be our potential, and who we perceive ourselves to be, and what we perceive reality to be.

This is definitely a big part...what we perceive reality to be. How things work, what the creative process actually is. It is ME. And due to my perception, which changes based on my perspective, I as God, make choices that limit my potential to suit the perspective and or match the perception. It is like I am not aligning the pieces. ie my perception of my potential doesn't match with my perception of reality. I am going to take a stab and say, that the one thing all of my perceptions of potential lacked...was a collapsing point. That means, I didn't have any realisation points or success points identified. I just had a perception of potential being "abundant" even endless. So the key is to set a specific point that my potential can collapse to thus giving my experience an address like an IP address. This identifies a specific aspect of my total potential, and calls it into form. It is already there, but so is all other potential.

The perspectives of the whole man

Man is made up of 5 different perspectives. Instinctive Animal man; Reasoning, logical Hu Man; Soul; Monad and God. Each of these area's has different needs, and desires. Needs being something required to sustain that perspective, and desires being something of meaning to do and experience at the perspective. I believe that all of these needs and desires need to be meet in order to move forward, otherwise a link in the chain is broken. If you awaken quickly and go from Hu man to God perspective in a short space of time, you may jump a gap, and the whole system will collapse and you will end up regressing, with the potential for great self destruction through karmic consequences in the process.

So my current project is to systematically identify each for each stage.

Animal Man: Needs- I think maslows 5th law covers it nicely. 1. Food 2. shelter 3. Excretion 4. homoeostasis 5. sex 6. breath 7. water 8. Sleep

Population growth creates a need for more food, water and bigger shelters. So animal man's first stage of desires are related to quantity.

Hu Man's basic needs remain the same, but due to evolution of knowledge his ability to provide quantity in these for himself and his family has become easier. Those without a mate, are able to spend more time gathering more food and end up with surplus. This then enables the advent of trade to occur which means he has a choice as to who to trade with, and what to trade for. This brings in the second stage of desire being for higher quality experiences of basic needs. Better food, better quality shelter and nicer beds to sleep in. Exposure to new traders creates the opportunity for the third stage of desire which is for new 'things'. From trade comes specialization and the advent of money. If he uses that money to grow more, and pay people to harvest that greater amount, then he is able to accumulate money. This triggers the evolution of wealth and with it -debt. Money is responsible for two new areas of desire, one is the desire for a selection of different experiences, and the other is for the gain and accumulation of money itself, due it it's universal creative power. The fifth stage of desire is to explore new places to spend his wealth on. In addition to reaching a stage of dual desires, problems begin to occur.

One major obvious one is the exponential population growth in the same areas results in a much increased demand on limited resources which in turn begins to make them more scarce. This means people have to work harder and travel further to get enough resources. Eventually they are no longer able to stay in one area because they have used up all of the available resources there, and so they must move. Now they are having to move into other areas, which are occupied, and so wars break out as they seek to take by force that which belongs to their neighbours. With the advent of war an interesting event occurs. The war is not between individuals, which up until now the majority of the needs and desires have been that of the head of the household. Now group needs are born, being the need to belong. Up until now, the need to belong, has been of individual woman, needing to find a man to look after her needs. Now the needs of the individual woman have become that of the parts of the whole group. A need to belong to a large well equipped and well protected group becomes a necessity of survival. This becomes ingrained in ones psyche, so after the wars end, there is a sense of patriotism, and a sense of need to belong. Without the actual need there, it changes into desire to belong. A desire to be a part of something bigger than yourself. More population gives more choice of girls for guys.

All levels of need evolve out of the previous level's desires. With technology, desire in all levels never ceases. There are always new options of quality for each level.

Each increase brings new problems that create new demand in the the next generation of the same needs. It is perpetual, and never ends. This is the rat race we have got ourselves into.

This is our Hell. Nothing will change until we are able to ascend to the third stage - living as the soul.

Each of the previous levels are experiencing perspectives, with the Hu Man perspective enabling a substantially higher view point than Animal Man. The soul is higher again. We have to draw our awareness of who we are back from being in the partition of mind that is Hu Man, into the partition of mind that is soul.

To do this, we have to break the cycle of desires of the Hu Man.

Lets look at the needs of the soul.

To express Love.

To connect to and help other souls.

To connect to a greater source.

Desires:

To experience images of love and beauty.

To obtain wisdom

To create images of self, as love.

It is easy to see, that through the desires of the soul, it is easy to regress, and go back to the mental perception of a Hu Man, simply by perceiving that any of these needs or desires, are found through something in the Hu Man's world, rather than through the source that is greater than you as a soul. Examples are such as seeking money to create images of self. Or focusing on knowledge of the Hu Man world to gain wisdom, or believing that you have to go to Church to connect to the source greater than you.

As a soul you develop compassion, understanding, and a bond with all other souls of and through that -unconditional love.

Eventually through wisdom you will raise your awareness of self, and become aware of a perspective beyond the soul that holds a bigger picture in all areas. You will begin to see systems that exist everywhere, and the order that these create for all things.

Your role of service will evolve from individuals to groups. You will become a leader, and your perspective will see your needs and desires change.

Your needs:

Help evolve individuals to a higher state of awareness, wisdom, expression, and appreciation.

Abilities to be able to change things.

to connect to a higher source.

to protect and look after the sub human kingdoms

to sacrifice yourself for the greater good.

Your desires include:

To raise group consciousness/awareness.

To raise the energy Level of the the group.

To empower individual souls to become leaders.

To become more aware of self.

The book is nearing

I have in two weeks learnt so much, and on such content that I feel the potential is occurring for a book to be written. So I am going to start to compile my thoughts in a bit more of a structured, easy to follow way, and see what comes out of it.

I want to have something that is simple, easy to follow, yet of significant impact to many on different levels.

I guess I have to ask why? Why do I feel the need to write a book? Is it just something to do? Which perspective has this desire? This is worth answering.

life's puzzlers

Well today was an interesting day, which it has been suggested to look upon it metaphysically, so this is what I am doing. Since there are no co-incidences, one must look upon every single event that one interacts with as like a koan. It is a puzzle for my evolvement. So lets look at the koan experience I had and see what sense I can make of it.

I had a warning to go to the car...I know something was wrong, but I did not go. This would have saved me getting the parking ticket, and potentially the registration ticket.

So I got two tickets...one for parking too long by a few mins, and one for having my registration expired by a few days. He was pleasant and offered me a chance to get off my fines if I wrote in.

One perspective to take is that I am being punished.

One perspective to take is that I am working off old Karma.

One perspective to take is that this is a lesson for my benefit, if I can see it I will be enlightened.

I am choosing to believe that it is the last one of these 3. Now I just need to see it.

It could be an incentive to let go of the reality I am in...I am there for Min Ji, and the ABA, I didn't need to be. But this doesn't feel right as an answer.

I am indifferent to the tickets, for they are not mine even though they came through me....they are no ones. They belong to this world, but I do not. They are attracted by the forces of this world and brought to me seeking a reaction. For from this reaction might come forth an emanation of thought that they may feed upon...them that are of this realm but not this world. But I do not react. Everything in this world is becoming more and more distant to me. I am losing my passion for everything here. My food demon is here. I have eaten only a few spoons of yoghurt and a small number of mussels in the last 48 hours. My food demon is ravished. My physical body shows little sign of hunger but my food demon attempts to constantly gain control of my mind space. I have no quiet time, for he will not persist. This is like a baby who has been crying for hours, without break. The easiest thing would be to give in and simply eat.

But I am not prepared to do this. I am not starving myself, for I do not need food. I am not starving my body, for I have already eaten enough through the yoghurt, and mussels to sustain me for the level of activity I have done. So I am only starving him. I am prepared to eat, to partake in a salad, but this will have to wait.

where to next april 2010

Current practical projects are conquering the ruling party of the mind, and total disconnection of everything to do with the physical plane, so I feel no ownership of anything at all, including when I give something away.

Also, the accreditation of oneness with God source....that everythingness that connects all things, including what is perceived as space between things.

And to start to bring to life, that which I do know is there, but I can't see it, such as connection to my life manager, and team, and 'others" who are on the path, but have already made it out of this plane.

And the knowledge of the mysteries.

And a sense of what my current task is here. Which up until now I would have said was to reach God status comprehension, and arm myself with the abilities that would enable me to "help" such as heal people and stay the hand of badies. Now I am not so sure. I am still keen on such as telekinesis, and telepathy because I know it is a natural thing for me to do, but so are so many of the other god like things I know await me in my potential, but, I have not connected the dots that explain why I should gain them here, and see risk of transgression of empowering the ego, so I am lost on this one for now.

SUPER HEROS

I have just been to watch Kick Ass, which is a whimsical action packed adventure of a want to be super hero, who ends up meeting up with a couple of people who are as close to the real deal as you can get. It sparks in you the desire to fantasize about being a super hero and having a vast selection of super powers to go off into the sunset and fight the bad guys. But here's the thing...technically, there aren't any bad guys. Every single one of them is on God's pay roll, so technically, I would be committing major sin. It rages a sturdy debate in some circles, that the "bad" are needed for one of two reasons....a/. to inflict a punishment on an offender from a previous life, and 2. to give the 'victim' a perspective of what it was like for their victims of the previous life. This being then a 'just' way for the perp to be able to gain a sense of compassion for the victims of the crimes they have committed. 3. To give a 'perceived victim' the tools to jump start a journey of development and strength which in turn will result in a major positive change to them and their future, and everything in it. But the issue with this, is that it requires an endless stream of bad guys to be coming in after the last lot in order to punish the previous crew. Not a very good long term plan for ascension.

The other contentious issue...is whether a victim has been punished enough and is in need of forgiveness during the time of their experiences. But then, I would say, no you guys up stairs would have figured out exactly how long it would take for someone like that to 'get" the lesson, and would have the exit package in place. So there is no argument what so ever for a saving god style vigilante. And if there was....wow, you would need to be like totally connected to know who was the next person to take down and who not to, cause the whole planet is riddled with badness. And it would mean you lead a life of constantly facing violence and bad guys. Even though you would also be saving the victim. But you wouldn't feel so good about that if you had visions of what they had done to their victims in their last life. So in spite of my previous fantasies, I think it is safe to say that ascending to a point of becoming a super hero in this life time on this plane is not the big picture plan.

manifesting

It is important to comprehend that to manifest in the material world one cannot perceive that it is an act of 'Ex nihilo" for the state of nothing....is only the perception of the eye of ego that sees the space between it and the next perspective. Indeed, in contrast, I must know, that the space is that which is in all things, including the idea I seek to form from it. And the act of doing so, is the act of changing the status of that which IS, like I would change steam to water, and water to ice, that I may interact with my request in this plane. I must be clear that my interact sought is in the plane of the world, for most of the time when I summon on the seat of desire, I am in the place of the mind, which is within, therefore it will manifest in this place. So I must summon it by staying in the the physical world, and seeing it there as a truth in front of me, and I am simply calling it into change.

Looking back

Today I went back through my posts, and discovered about 40 of them were still in draft form. So I published them anyway, realizing that some of them are not complete, but that like a Koan, that truth can be found in many ways, so hopefully there is something in what is there, that may be of some benefit to some one at some time, whereas left in draft form it is of use to no one ever.

This is quite reflective of how I used to be. I used to want everything to be perfect before I would show it to the world. But this concept must change, for if I had only 50c to give, that may be all that another needs to add to what they have and buy bread to eat.

summarizing my current learning

I have had tremendous growth in the last couple of days. Now it is time to solidify and move the pieces around into a picture of practical use.

1. When I interact with any part of God in the physical plane, there in I must not be in my mind, but in the moment. For this was the purpose of this interaction that I may know of myself by experiencing one perspective of myself through another. If one is not paying attention, then the experience from that perspective is wasted. This also helps me habitualize the thought in practice that I am experiencing myself, and the layers of God that are awakened and with me are able to experience themselves.

2. Set a decision into play, and think no more of it. A sin here, is to change the direction of that decision before the outcome has occurred. You will miss the original experience which will come to you but to no avail for you will not be ready when it arrives and it will pass you and wonder why you did not come out to meet it.

3. I have within me the access to the whole power that is God, limited only by my faith in this idea, which is directly related to my comprehension of who I am and what I am capable of. Grow my sense of Godness.

4. Transgressions occur because with each grow of awareness of self, comes a corresponding growth of power on all levels. For all levels are bound together. So as my God power grows, so does my counterfeit (worldly manifesting power) power grow. So with it the ease of switching my focus back to the perspective of the clothed self to partake in the matters of matter, and in doing so growing my attachment to those things, and losing my awareness again of my Godself in the process. I must know that great wealth is about to descend upon me, and all manner of worldly experiences will throw themselves at my feet and worship the clothed self, seeking to see if they can achieve the task they are born to do...that of drawing me into their world to live and get lost once again.

5. My reality is like a big ball (god) with a bubble on it's skin that is both introverted and extroverted, making it the appearance of a small ball stuck half way through the skin of the big ball. This small ball is my perspective of Godself. The outer bubble is the outward looking perspective which is currently anchored in the physical plane. There are many planes that this can be in, and many clothes that this perspective can wear, and this bubble moves in and out of the skin of the ball....it rises, as it is "born" like a volcano arising out of the earth's crust. And the more it participates an interacts in that world, the more it grows. The bubble on the inside is my comprehension and imagination and intuition contained in the space that is mind. This grows in accordance to the amount of time I use it also. But as the ball on the inside grows so will the outside grow in order to bring me back out. If I look out through the top I will see other perspectives, and I will see them as separate, for I will not see the ball, or believe it is real.

6. The tests will come that will seek to cause fear, and anger, and stir up the emotional body that is there in the mind, that I may have quick access to transgress. I must clean up my mind. For if I allow the government of my mind to be that of the outer world, and of the make up of emotion, and of the knowledge of the outer world, and of the mind of the self willed that is the ego, then they will forever continue to influence that quiet space which is mine before. And I must act in a manner of strong commitment and integrity to my cause...that of returning to a perspective that is God self, not self willed. To clean up my mind space I must be ever vigilant for they will come to me like a thief in the night, and steal away my power for I see them not coming, and know only of it when I awaken again, and see the damage they have caused. So I must be ever watchful. I must seek them out before they come, and rid my mind space of them. Know also they will take many guises, and will be relentless in their pursuit of the control of your attention and mind space, for it is all that they know.

Helpful ways to help you ascend (new age commandments)

Have no expectation of others.

Value the feelings of others as if they were your own, yet pay no attention to either your or their mind.

Ally yourself with an omnipotent force.

Develop your knowledge of the true creative force.

Judge not where on the path they are, for it is not even the same path as you, so you know not how far they need to go to arrive at the next place of light.

Know that every being in existence is on the path.

Know that you are a perspective of God. There is not God, and you. This is true for all beings. It is true that some perspectives of God have more clothes to disguise themselves with than others, but dare not for a moment forget that all are equally the same God, and what you are wearing matters not to God, and that in the first instance as any father to son, God will go to they which carry a greater burden than you, before you, and so you should no less, and as you do, you will be blessed.

Seek only to better your light, that you may lead by example when called upon to do so.

And if you know not how, then puruse only to better your ability to enhance the quality of the feelings experienced by those you interact with.

Garner an abundant measure of gratitude during the time you are gifted to draw breath.

Take responsibility for everything, holding a perception that all is as it should be- all experiences manifested for your greater good.

Understand that nothing you say no matter how wise you perceive it to be and how pertinent it is to your ascension, is of any value to anyone else other than someone who is at exactly the same place on exactly the same path at exactly the same time as you.

Because of this the same sentence will have a totally different meaning for 100 different entities.

Act in such a way as to elude the need to cause yourself or another any sense of guilt, and if you cannot do both in the same action, then makes sure it is you first.

Create your own reflections without cost to self or another soul.

Never seek that which belongs to another man.

Sit in the throne of your mind, listen to your intuition, then command, don't follow orders.

Listen to 3 perspectives and learn...your body, your intuition, the universe through your environment.

You have been gifted with free will, that you may find your own path to align with that of the original, and everything in between.

Know that I could say anything, and it would appear wise to someone.

It is impossible for winds to blow in a place of calm...be that calm, that the winds of stress cannot affect you.

No conflict can exist in a space called peace, be that space, that conflict must avoid you.

Be gentle that you may be a craftsman of love.

Be not patient, nor forgiving, just be wise. For a wise man will know that there is nothing in this place that requires your patience if you do not perceive it to annoying, nor is there anything in this place that requires your forgiveness, if you take responsibility for everything and see that all manifestations are for your advantage...for there is no sin against you only sin against God.

Explore the possibilities of what it is to be loving to all beings

Give of yourself, in every way you hold dear to prove the value you see in those who are perspectives of God.

Give of what is around you without feeling a sense of ownership of it as you give it away.

Minister unto the poor, the sick and the distress and be loving unconditionally to all, as if each were your own son.

Hold back nothing in a time of need, for it is not your time of need.

Seek openly to be a vessel of light.

Be righteous in the eyes of the architect.

UPDATE

It is April the 12th, 2010. My life has taken an entirely new direction....up!. I had been going sideways for so long, but now I have reached up to the waiting hand that has so patiently been extended down to help pull me up to the next level.

I have written an entire book of notes in the last two weeks alone, since I have been overseas in Korea. I have spent the last few days studying the Pistis Sophia...which has helped me tremendously in taking me forward. I am now going to write up a new set of 'commandments" which I may rename later.....to " helpful ideas to help you ascend"

I feel, I am on a speed train heading up. I would say for the first time in about 20 years, I am back to full time focus of metaphysical development.