infinite possibilities...means what line of potential will I run...ie mortgage, or not.

Releasing energy

When I create something, if I focus in my now, I am in a position to harvest that energy back to myself. To draw it back to me. But I am at best going to bring it all back, but I will not have grown. It is only when I create for someone else, that they can then add their energy to that thought form, thus it then grows. So it is appreciation that grows the energy. Appreciation of others grows it more. The more people you affect, the more energy is added to it.

in hale scent exhale appreciation. I inhale the scent of the rose, and leave....then I gain only the physical experience and have gifted little to the plant. But when I inhale the scent and explore it, then exhale appreciation to the plant for providing that expression of it's self as love to me, then I am releasing the energy back to the plant. This is the role of man kind. The unconditional service to it's own and lower kingdoms to release the expressed/stored energy back to it's founder, to enable them to experience what they have expressed, and therefore a perception of who they are.

Intention determines which plane it will manifest on.

Energy miners

One of our tasks is to mine energy out of our experiences

Life is like a jigsaw puzzle. We learn one piece at a time, and usually it doesn't make sense, as it is just a group of seemingly random pieces, but then one day, we put two together, then we see, how a third fits in, and before you know it, there is a recognizable picture.

The Great artist's canvas

Last night I watched a movie called The Quantum Activist by Amit Goswami. I had seen him once before on 'What the bleep'. During the movie, I took many notes, and so wish to explore my thinking on where I am now currently at.

Life as we know it, is like a great canvas. We are the painters, but we are not yet the artist. This then is our journey...to become great artists. In our original form, we are 'The Great Artist', in fact we are also the canvas. We are the subject we wish to paint, to express ourselves as love, and paint today's definition of ourselves. In order to experience the art first hand we must view from a different perspective. Thus any of our art to be 'livingly' experienced, we must move from a stance of originating expression (position as the originator), to a perspective that is in the same place as the expression itself. Thus we 'take on' or view from another perspective being that of another piece of self expressed art. In doing so, I may experience what the expression is like as a 'whole' - a tangible image of myself as the originator. Thus I attempt to explore myself, via my own art. Compare this to exploring the same art from my perspective as originator, then I am only exploring a single individual idea in an infinite number, and in a detached way. By "becoming the art", the experience is all consuming, thus I am able to fully explore the wholeness of this experience, as I am submersed fully in it. The issues arise, because I take on the persona of the art form I use as a vehicle to explore other aspects of my work/art. This creates it's own challenge, that of detaching myself from the limitations that are found by perceiving I am only one art form. From within mind space of this singular expression, I am like a painter with heavy thick gloves on. I paint for I feel the affinity to my true nature, but I am no artist at all. It is only on the occasion that I withdraw myself from this point of limitation, often down through correct meditation, deliberately or inadvertently, that I once again hold position as creative consciousness, unbound by the constricting limitations that are found in the various states of expression, as they leave my point of origin. Each tier the expression passes through, the smaller the mind space it is contained in, by simple mathematics of involution. By the time I transpire to explore one piece of art I have expressed as a perspective of how I see myself as 'Love Being', on the physical plane, such as the taste of a perfectly ripe organic nectarine, the mind space is so minute, that it is barely able to comprehend it's own limited ability to experience, let alone paint itself. Yet it tries continuously. It tries so much, it absorbs virtually all of it's conscious time attempting to imitate the artist who created it. Because, I am there...it can feel that sense of potential to create. But hapless is it to do so, in its state as a piece of art itself. Hapless am I to create, from within the boundaries of a mind that I have adopted with fervour to be my own, and thus concurred to come under the perceptions of limitation it experiences. Thus the journey is there for one and all to 'awaken'. To go through a stage of withdrawal from within a singular piece of art, and make my way back to the realisation I am the original artist. But most important I feel, is to understand my original intention. It was to explore the very art I have expressed as perceived descriptions of my own true nature. Be it then not left undone, to complete the task beset the journey that I originally took, and delve deeply into the taste of that organic Nectarine with all manner of indulgence without thought of mind. For within this focused state of exploration I will know myself and the creative juices that are appreciation will flow, and thus evolution of all tiers will occur. For evolution of art as an expression of who I am, comes sourced from the fountain that we call appreciation. In conclusion, I need to balance myself, between my thirst to awaken the artist I am (with intention to create more expressions of myself) with the thirst to explore the art I have already created, and have before me, in the place I currently hold as observer.

life energy

I wanted to explore my latest thoughts on time. I have already concluded for now that there is no time. We perceive time only because we age. If we did not age, and lived in youthful state of bodily being then time would have no relevance at all. Not a sausage. What then is the role of age that we currently have a use for it, and therefore employ it so. Well first of all, we govern a lot of our decisions based on the "amount of time we have left" So it creates a limitation that defines the necessity for decisions to be made at all. The second thing is it gives us an exit strategy, to change our perspective if we are "not getting it" from this current view point. Third, it helps us to do what we need to do in order to not age and that is a appreciate what we have. This brings me to my hypothesis on life energy. If we were given only a measured amount of life energy to fuel this particular perspective of life on this plane, then as we used it up, it would give us a perceived time line, if something mirrored the process of it being used up (such as the physical body aging). What a brilliant self balancing learning platform. If I understand the true creative process, then I will produce more creative energy than I spend (or if you prefer for wording sake...I will "efficiently recycle" this reuseable energy, keeping it within the confines of my context rather than have it morph into "general coffers" My theory goes something like this...we have a certain amount of life energy, which most of us spend. Much literature is full of fundamentals - often quoted in the bible: "to he who has some, more will be given"; and the parables of the master and his servants who are each given 1 gold coin each. One buries his, one doubles his investment, and the other makes many times his investment. And the master ends up giving the third the values held by the other two. So, how does this apply to us? Well, if we look at what gives us a return on investment spiritually for any effort we put it then we will get some idea. Lets say I expend some life energy to shop, cook and prepare an evening meal. Total imput, considerable energy. If I have cooked for others, then I have shared with them my life energy, but am connected to their return on investment if it is forthcoming. Now assume that I/the family I have cooked for, all employ a non engaging stance of watching tv while eating. The amount of return on investment is very very small. A mere fraction of the hour or two I invested, is returned to me with a "thank you for dinner" or "that was nice"- spoken as one comes back into awareness of the now...due to the plate being terminated of it's last vestige. What was available? What was the opportunity missed? Well, there was the exploration of the tastes, and textures of my creation. If I had spent that "time" engaged with the meal, my return on investment would have been significant. Had my family done the same...the return on investment for me would have been enormous. Why don't we? Well, it is simply really. We have rushed through our lives so quickly always focused on the next thing rather than the thing in front of us, that we are have ended up in a habit of always being behind. This state of 'always late for everything' has meant we have began to take short cuts...in several ways. Two I'll mention here are 1. we eat fast food which actually doesn't taste yummy if you focus on it intently; and 2. we have gone into the habit of multi tasking, in spite of the fact that the mind we experience through is only capable of experiencing one focused perspective at a time. So what is the solution? Well, make a list....if you are into lists, of all the opportunities that you have today to invest and harvest life energy. Then make a goal for each as to the deliberate effort of focus you would like to have. Do a "balance sheet" at the end of the day, and assess your effectiveness through the day as an investor. Then adjust for the next day. Decide and know this energy is real, and that you are able to refill your quota of life energy. Your mind may not be able to grasp and accept that such as this can be true...but truth has a way of getting through, and when it comes wouldn't it be awesome being the messenger in this case.

Truth verses the "dark? side".....Game on!

Truth is a lot like water, it is so powerful, over time it will carve holes in rocks, it is so pliable that given the tiniest of doorways it will make it through; it is so versatile, that if conditions change, it will go into hibernation (ice-aka dead sea scrolls, secret societies and other hidden truths), or it will gain wings and fly to cooler climates (steam- aka it will morph into a new form of religion, new branch of theosophy, a new conspiracy theory, or a simply a new perspective on life which puts us in a position where we may be able to see the same fundamental truth but in a way we were not previously open to).

The greatest illusion of all time, is to have a conspiracy theory to cover up a lie, that was told because a quest to delude back fired. The interesting thing to ponder is whether all this secrecy, is simply a controlled release of truth required for our own benefit in the same way that vitamins are only good for you if you ingest the right quantities. Truth only works, through a linear progression of release. If one drops the concept of quantum physics; infinite possibilities or any other truth in the mind of someone who is not yet able to relate to that incoming information, then it will not be a "truth" for them. Therefore there is a need for the progressive release of information. This is a crazy concept, because it requires that the information is released progressively for each individual indefinitely. Imagine the logistics. This then sheds a new light on the perceived dark side. Could it be that they are simply a part of the light side whose role it is to be deemed the bad guys because they control this release of information through the different planes, (we tend to only hear about the stifled/slow release of information into the physical plane) and to the different minds (we tend to only see the slow release of information to the group mind/consciousness. It certainly lends itself to further consideration.