Detachment and Motives

It has been brought to my attention that in order to move forward from the my current state of consciousness  I need to challenge my current relationship my personality has with it's environment and the motives it uses to connect with its current experiences.
In other words...it is time to reassess my current personality motives and align my perspective to the motives of my soul.

To do this I simply need to look at each context and ask myself "Why do I have this experience before me, whose thought form created it?"
Who is the experience for....personality or soul? ie created by the soul for the personality's attention? If soul...How does my soul benefit from this experience?
What is the core purpose of this experience on a day to day basis?    

I am faced with this question in the Academy. I have been practicing detachment. This is difficult in so far as it also becomes a point of non energizing because I am so detached. I think this is the point of understanding that I need to clarify.

When the personality is attached to something, it is emotional about it. ie I am excited for it, I appreciate evolvement within it, and am therefore magnetizing it, abeit weakly because it is personality.
When I am practicing enlightenment and grasping the concept of detachment, I lose that personality relationship with everything, but then there feels like nothing has value anymore.

This is because I am still viewing things from the personality perspective. What I had been doing was detaching myself from the external expressions of the personality without detaching myself from personality perspective. This is necessary to be able to see the soul perspective.
What must occur now, is a complete letting go of the personality perspective so as to LIVE from the soul perspective. This means my motives will be that of the soul's wishes. So now I need to look at all contexts relative to the soul. ie relationships I have, what I do with the body's time, what I do with the mind, what I do with my emotions.

The personality is currently in a position of director ship for a badminton academy. It has been making all these plans, but yet few of them occur. The academy has grown but never seems to succeed financially.

Now I must ask myself what are my motives. Originally I wanted to achieve this and that. But I can see now that this has not occurred and I can also see that my motives seem to have changed. I have had so little success financially that I have not even been able to pay myself a wage. As a result of this my motives have been to "be successful financially" so that I can go and do the original goals.

But I can now see I need to look deeper.

How can this academy be used for expression of the soul?
How can the money earnt be used by the soul for it's benefit.
Is the academy even what I should be doing or should I being looking elsewhere?

Then do the same thing with other contexts. This relationship, this income, this home etc.

Then there is the other aspect...it matters not what you do...only the motives behind it.
I am wanting to learn and study more and advance, but with this advancement of knowledge must come service. Service is the act of connecting to other souls. To be a light on the path.

Appreciation magnetises the context. Having a soul based motive must plug the "power source" into the mains....the soul.

So clear the slate...no longer just Cruise along on historic reasoning and burnt out motivations of the personality but investigate and intuit why the soul has created this content or has in store for that context.

I will have this body for only a short time longer, then every context associated to it, and all content will be released back to the the planes they have come from. On this basis it is with most urgency that I should seek to understand the purpose of "renting" each one that I may align my use of it with the Will of the soul and that in doing so more may then be achieved and realised.

Contexts: HOME, TRANSPORT, INCOME, HEALTH, WEALTH, RELATIONSHIPS, ACTIVITY.

Home: We currently have a 2 bedroom unit. The second room is currently empty, but will within 7 weeks will house two girls. It is sufficient to do so comfortably should we gain the furnishings appropriate to give the girls living space. So there is a need within this time to gain bedroom furnishings and lounge furnishings for them to feel at home once they are here. Once we know where we are going to be based next, there is a need to find a larger home that the girls may have their own rooms and space for living both indoor and out. The potential for a garden that we may grow our own veges, and have space for visitors.
With our own home the soul can connect with many people. At the moment where we are there is no inviting of others for it is not homely. If you look at this context and "desire" the content via the personality perspective, the motives are different. This is the key.
It is likely that the Soul will create what it wishes for regardless of the whims of the personality, but if I were to align my personality to my soul, there would be only one path of creativity going on, not dual.

So Home as a method of connecting to other souls and to be a light on the path, and to help provide assistance when needed.

So Transport? As a method of connecting to other souls and to provide assistance when needed. To get to places of learning, and to be in places where I can be a light on the path. It doesn't have to be a car. I would like to align movements to having a lower footprint. So I am keen to go electric or hybrid or both.

Income? If I get into the habit of gifting a percentage of what I earn, then I am a part of the greater whole. To use my income to be able to provide for soul needs of others means I am using my "rented" facilities correctly. In the past my income was used to satisfy the whims of the personality which. Since then I have used income to try to create more income. This has been meet with very stern punishment to date.
That is because if you look at "investing" and you look at how the money is raised when you are successful, it usually means someone had to be unsuccessful and lost a lot of their money so you could gain it. Different if you have gifted them with an expression of love be it a service or good that they wish to experience...then both gain. Currently the sources of income within the academy have been used to pay for expenses. Currently the expenses of the academy have far outweighed the income, preventing me from being able to pay myself and pay back the money I owe to Ji.

I have to believe that what I am offering people is something of great value, that they want to gift us with money.

If I am a light, people just want to be near me, and so they will pay happily, feeling privileged to be able to  be with me, the payment a reward they wish to bestow.

This is what needs to change.

To do the work of coaching or pro shop so that I can make money is not an activity of the soul.
An activity of the soul is to effect growth in another, to enlighten, to inspire, to shine forth encouragement, courage and faith. These are the traits of a good coach, and service provider.

Health is a non issue. For as I link to the soul, allowing the soul full unrestrained expression through the vehicle, the essence of life and love flow through the body and perfect health is a totally natural state.

Wealth is a collection of "rented" things. If wealth is the storage of potential, by way of money in the bank, then how would my soul say of this: I have stored in my account that which would cover 20,000 smiles, and up lift the hearts of 20,000 more. I have enough in my account to further alleviate the suffering of 10,000 more and I sit here with a smile on my face admiring my potential/wealth.
So...hmmm, It is true that with some wealth, I can do nothing. So I feel that perhaps there should be some potential as long as the energy flows, so the smiles etc are occurring, and the energy in my account is not stagnant.

Relationships, this is the ongoing battle ground of reflection where I am learning more about myself daily. It is the point of energy transference, where I will develop my weaknesses, and share my strengths. This is what relationships are for. Once I understand this, I will be more inclined to serve (the soul).

Activity is about what I do. I can see this is supposed to be focused on service. I am not sure that the academy is the direction for much longer, but for now it is and thus it stands. For this is but a point of intersection like any other context that enables other souls to connect with mine and grow.
How best I can be a light on the path I am open to move. Each day need not be labelled as academy work, then I am free to be where and when I need. But in the mean time the clothes of the personality are simple and give an address for those in need or for those with something to contribute to my growth may find me.

Lost in a maze

I have been reading the Unfinished Autobiography of Alice A Bailey. I am about half way through. I have had the book for a couple of years but it never felt like it was the right time to read it till now.

Life as a classroom means when one set of lessons is over, the next will begin without pause. The lessons are always in the middle of our experience. They take some time to form for they must often be viewed from different perspectives for us to understand what we need to in order to make the necessary decisions and steps forward. The journey across a lesson that requires multiply perspectives can be a lonely path often generating feelings of abandonment from the very core of heirachy that we believe in. And once we have reached the final perspective necessary to gain the traction that will help us arrive at a realization from which we will then be able to supersede our current position of comprehension, we actually feel like we are in our darkest hour, inspite of the fact that preparations are already underway for our progress forward into our new reality...possible because of our new position of comprehension.

I  feel I am on the verge of change again.

I am becoming more aware of my challengers, but still not quick enough to see them as challengers in the moment they are in front of me, so I am still tempering my reaction to them rather than looking for their purpose, often having to wait till further perspectives or repetition occurs to 'click'.

Life is interestingly relative but we never see this reality until we have been in enough perspectives.
Most of the time to gain the greatest level of appreciation for where we are, that we may then be propelled forward we must look at where we are from a a perspective below...sometimes far below, and this is difficult to stomach in the early stages until we figure it all out.

The system of appreciation propelled evolution is fully automated and can and will develop automatically in us, but if we figure it out early and are more pro active we don't need to go through all perspectives and our self created suffering can therefore be more easy to stomach.

the power to create

Without inspiration nothing is created and nothing grows. When I appreciate someone- my appreciation inspires them to want to do more of the same not just for me but for others as well, so they become sources of creative energy around me...directed at me and others like me.

My contexts are like my children. If I appreciate them they are inspired to create for me- that which they know (content).

Will is required when there are opposing forces in play which in turn presents more than one option available to experience simultaneously, remembering that  we can only focus on one thing at a time.

Content will not be attractive if we have not appreciated it (the context/living energy that forms a reflection we see as content)

We may feel we have grown and the content before us no longer reflects our own perceived value of ourselves so our lack of appreciation for what we are seeing may feel justified. But this is an illusion. It is up to us to feed our children with the creative energy that will reflect the images we seek to experience.

If you see the content as living consciousness embodied in a context (transport, home, income, health, relationships etc) you will see you have been neglectful in supplying that living energy with the necessary love via appreciation that it so needs to grow and develop.

The whole universe is evolving not just us. We are the gods in our world that have a responsibility to the consciousness that directly connects to us and relies on us to evolve.

The hardest part about this...is making it real. To stop looking at life through material eyes and seeing ourselves surrounded by a inanimate lifeless objects that heed no consequence  should we appreciate them or not.

Challenging myself to be a better creater

It is interesting to reflect with a friend who is another version of myself. We both focus on looking for bargains, so that is the mentality we set ourselves up for. We have created a "poor" environment to justify looking for bargains. We take pride in ourselves when we "create" the perfect super cheap deal.....but little do we realize that the same energy we invested in that creation could have created us anything we wanted.
It has been a battle for me between focusing on money to have the appearance of a successful creator and trying to "de-materialize" my mind and release all desires. It has been a battle of conscience but now I am rethinking. I am at a turning point again. The God energy does not determine as I have perceived that you are a "good" person and therefore deserving of "good" things...therefore you can sit back and receive passive incoming gifts of the universe. It doesn't work that way simply because "good" is a perception of the lower mind. As discussed in earlier posts someone who breaks into your car is only perceived to be a "bad" person...but in fact they were doing the 'victim' a great service, and were in the service of the universe when they did it. You see the victim...if they learn from their experience will have found a new level of appreciation from their 'loss'. And this new level of appreciation will serve them well in the future in both a creative capacity and a pathway of potential.

Therefore, although there is a "passive" way of creating....via appreciating more than you desire, it is not from  "waiting" and just being a "good" person.

So, what then is it? It is definitely related to quality decision making. God energy responds to us.....our decisions. If something is being contemplated in our mind, then God energy doesn't do anything more than present an example of the idea. ie we will see someone else with it.
But once we decide to have it...and we stay on that pathway...then the God energy responds and begins to come to us with that image of itself.

The main reason we don't see a connection very often between our decisions and the manifestation of them is because we jump our focus around different from one potential to another. Each time we change we disengage that pathway and God energy starts a fresh direction. So this is why we get so close to something or spend our whole lives in perpetual potential/failure cycle.

So what is the correct creative procedure? Focus on one thing.....appreciate what I am doing....and keep all decisions in line with that one thing I am expecting.

When you truly comprehend that God energy is all things....then when you make a decision, then you KNOW it is on its way. This is what true Faith is.

On another note...is deciding I am receiving x amount of Money. I think this is ok...provided it is fixed. Greed is the culprit because it makes you change pathways. Understand that only a finite experience can be manifested. So if I go..."I will create $50,000 p.a and then when I see the potential manifest for $100,000 I switch my focus to $100,000 and then the energy that created that potential has to start again.
$100,000 is not a continuation of $50,000. To God energy...they are two totally different pathways.

So...stay focused on one.
Another area I had a problem with is believing that I wasn't supposed to focus on money. But actually if you understand that money is simply like any other image of God (energy) it is not designed to replace God Energy...but be God energy. It is wrong to see money independently of God energy and therefore its imitator.

Another thing of interest was our desire to escape our realities. We both have our "other worlds" we disappear to be it gaming or trademe shopping (be it window shopping or actually) etc. The fact is we don't like what we are experiencing, but what we are doing is behaving like victims instead of being gods.
What do we need to do? Make decisions. Stay focused. Be a perspective of God consciousness that commands God energy.

Starting Now.

Pick a priority that is about Zero. Therefore the idea of it...has Positive energy.

Now, make sure that all things I do...and all decisions I make today...are in line with that Decision.

So, interesting question....Does God energy which is omnipresent...multitask....in other words can I have two separate experiences being delivered at the same time? I think the answer is yes. As long as they are in different contexts. ie house, car, relationship, income, health, leisure, etc.

fishing in my infinite potential

The thought arrived today that what I had not done yet which is what I lived this life time for, included essential tools for my next life. Perhaps this particular blog could be a tool that in another lifetime I will find it, and it will give me a head start to where I need to go, so I can get to the same place within 10 or 15 years instead of taking 45.

Another thought arose today relating to how I spend my time. So little of it is spent pouring energy into what I love about what I have. So little time is spent fishing in my infinite potential.

And then it dawned on me....that is exactly what this is...my life is the fishing boat, and I am in a sea of infinite potential. Appreciation is my burley, it brings the fish, big and small. But what then is the bait that catches the fish? Is it the thought of the fish? And how long must I wait with my line in the water? Sometimes it is months or even years, yet other times the fish jump in the boat.

This requires more thought.

Use of energy

Once you bring life as living consciousness into your comprehension as permeating all things, you begin to realise how much of an ambassador of energy you actually are. Everything I think, do and say has an energy value. On this plane the purpose of life is to become an expert energy investment manager, investing on behalf of consciousness. The better I am at managing the resources I have the more resources/responsibility I am awarded. Karma is designed as the classroom teacher.

Coaching for Life

After Coaching for 21 years there are some days I ask myself what is it all for? What am I doing, am I an investment for life to give me another day. Today I had a session on court coaching badminton where I felt I truly made a difference to three girls totally new to the sport who were hearing impaired. The session lasted for 1 hour without a word being spoken. It was all worthwhile when I saw the smiles on their faces when they found they could learn how to hit the shuttle and play. Coaching without a word for that length of time got me thinking about whether when I did speak whether there was enough value in my words to make the investment of energy in creating them worthwhile. So I got to asking myself some questions which when I finished, I thought were best shared.  

What if Questions 
What if we treated every day of our life, like we were in setting. (badminton term)
What if we measured our day in the smiles we created rather than hours in a day.
What if we had a ratio of 10 good things to say for every criticism
What if our actions reflected the most beneficial outcome for others instead of ourselves.
What if we turned off the TV for a month.
What if we returned to physical socializing instead of doing it online.
What if we spent as much time making our reality lovable as we did trying to escape the one we live in.
What if our information overload was from too much good news.
What if our first thought of each hour was on what we appreciated most in the people around us.
What if Will was aligned to something two tiers bigger than our reality boundary.
What if we dared daily to think beyond our comprehension
What if we kept our focus firmly on our infinite possibilities.
What if our competitive streak was targeted at how many good deeds we could do in a week.
What if our intentions always encompassed the best outcome for the greater group.
What if we acted exclusively on the principles of the best things our religions/beliefs offer rather than exalting on the surface vehicle that was originally created to impart them.
What if objective of the things we learnt each day was targeting self development rather than material gain.
What if the predominant material we read each day left us inspired to be the change and action followed.
What if our achievements were measured by the warmth we produced in the hearts of others.

May we end this life proud of our answers.

Up another notch re perspective

I am the observer of Living Consciousness. Planes, frequencies and more create a matrix of perceivable parts to the Whole. Through perception and belief which seems partially at least based on conditioning and environment and illusion which becomes a reality of separation exists. If I am at the edge of a circle and I look in, if I hold my focus long enough I will find myself believing that this view is all that there is. Especially if all those around me have concluded the same thing.

Each thing I perceive becomes real to me as an observer for the time I decide it into existence and this becomes my experience.

All possibilities exist simultaneously - collapsing to one experience thread once observed. So as I perceive the total possibilities become one "reality" which is of course only reality to me.

Once I release myself from this perception I engage total possibilities and living consciousness again. Sometimes this requires removal of things I am attached to....people, things, etc.

If I AM then I am just "being". But as I observe individual possibilities I am still only perceiving one tiny portion of TRUTH. No movement occurs that would transfer me from Being to experiencing until I make a decision about a path to observe. Since every possibility exists there can only be those possibilities that are within view of the perspective I currently hold at any given moment, to decide from. Once I make a decision, then the collapse occurs, because once I decide between possibilities I lean in one direction or another and magnetise myself toward one line of thought over another this pathway becomes the experience. If I decide that this perception is a truth for me for now then the particles of possibility respond directly to me and behave in a manner so as to reflect my decision. Since every possibility exists then Truth is relative, subjective, and determinable.

Still trying to get my head around it

Today I was still trying to grasp the concept of being God. If the big bang theory occurred, I would be at the forefront of the expanding consciousness, looking back at what I had achieved as my method of experiencing myself. There is no "before me" the is only awareness in my now, therefore experiencing of self can only occur retrospectively. So currently I am here as a perspective of myself, looking at experiences I have been and concurrently are. I could even be going back through the same experience again to see if I do anything differently.

My point? I think I have been seeing everything as separate....and even if I managed to see things as GOD and see GOD in everything as living and being....how much more compassion do I have, if I see myself as GOD in everything....so I see myself as that insect I am about to squash. (just hypothetical....I no longer squash anything intentionally). This again is easy to do for people who are nice, but the key is to understand that all things are perspective, and that everyone from every perspective of God, believes in what they are doing, and perceived good or not by others...is GOD and is a part of a plan....my plan.....for me. So everything is pro me. There is nothing bad, and no bad people, just different perspectives of myself, having a specific experience that could only be gained in that instance.

How to move from being a Human, to being God.....having a human experience?

The difference between a human having an experience and God having an experience? A human is God without knowing it....and so behaves human....bringing to the perspective all human nature and attributes. But when we as God have a Human experience, we do so as God, with all the attributes of God shining through....and this is what we bring to the perspective.

So the million dollar question....to what degree of comprehension have I reached to shift the scale of my perspective more in the direction of God verses Human....which is what this whole journey is about. We keep on reincarnating until we get this part right.

I think the mistake I have been making up until now....is that I have been behaving as a human who is trying to become or be more God like, instead of being God and enjoy my human experiences without trying to become anything.

Depth of comprehension

How often do you flex your comprehension muslce? The idea of attempting to look beyond the boundary of your current comprehension. The concept of doing this is definitely flavour of the month for me. As you will see from previous posts, I am working on the idea of comprehending God. That is, that I am God. You can stop scoffing now. Watch how you answer the following questions. Is God Ominpresent? How can there be God and me as two separate things if God is everywhere all of the time. God must therefore be all things....so all things are a perspective of God. Is any perspective of anything ever not that thing because it is only one perspective? When you draw a start on paper it is like several spikes or interlinking triangles. Is the tip of any given spike considered to not be the star?

So now that we have that out of the way...lets move on to the next part. If I was on the end of the spike, and I was looking outward, I would see other spikes and I may perceive separation as I can see a gap between them and myself. But I do feel connected to them. I feel connected to my environment.....but where my comprehension needs to expand is in the fact that this "environment" is NOT separate from me. It is not only a part of me....but I am a part of it. The environment IS God. I am a perspective of God. My job is to explore God. But I am like a child. I do not recognise a/. my role in the scheme of things. I am arrogant...compared to the reality of my true status. b/. God is everything....EVERYthing .......everyTHING.......EVERYTHING!...

God is not a concept....not a myth....not a distant far away too far up the ladder to worry about me type of entity. God is an intelligent energy of such development that everything is known before I even think it. I think this life is about me. But God has other plans...because I am God. Why would I waste my energy doing unsubstantial things? I keep looking for my own perspective to develop....because I am looking from this perspective outwards. So I try to develop things according to my will....that will of the individual perspective. Once I am able to reflect inwards...I will realise that there is a GREAT WILL. And that peace, tranquility and love await those who connect to this. I the individual will, cease to exist....and the ONE WILL unites all. This I need to bring to the forefront of my mind. I have to cease seeing the separation....the inanimateness of everything...and see ONE LIVING LOVE ENERGY. I don't know love...because I am disconnected from LOVE. I therefore seek love. I seek to connect to another perspective to feel whole..which almost always fails, because it is doomed to fail. The only way to be whole...is to BE GOD.

The heirachy of energy value

Energy is moving in and out of our perspective continuously. Similarly we could say we are the one who is moving in and out of energy experiences, but what is certain is that there is a true relationship and interaction of energy going on throughout our every waking moment. There is the energy of thought that is incessantly moving through our mind. There is the energy of "potential energy" which comes to us in various forms such as food, actions bequeathed to us, and gifts received, and then there is the kinetic state of our own energy channeled through our actions towards others.

In the beginning we are asleep. We see only the surface reflection of the energy. We put the highest value on this aspect of the energy. In line with this we affix illusive values to different reflections to make them appear more or less valuable in comparison to one another, to help us determine which ones are more important that others. We always pursue the ones with the highest value, leaving us in the greatest state of deficit being the gap between where we are and where we think we want to be.

We attribute happiness to the attainment of the reflection, oblivious to the fact that the energy that causes the reflection is already present, and that it is in unlimited supply.

Based on this illusive valuing system we place on the reflections of energy, the energy exchange rate is poor. We attribute super high values to certain reflections such as a house or a car and thus the exchange rate is raised right off the charts where it may take us a life time to be able to "create" and have that experience. We attribute a low value of energy to something such as sweeping the floor, yet the true value of this activity to someone else, even unsounded could be significant. This illusive energy valuing system based on reflection is the reason behind our attachment to things.

My task, is to change my view of what is around me. To stop seeing "people' and 'things'.

To start seeing opportunities to cultivate energy, and gift it to others.

All religions being reflections of truth, all point to the idea of gifting. Up until now, I have seen this as being an action of gifting some "thing". But now I can see the 'intention' is the quality controller, and it is the energy that I gift that is most important.

When I have said something bad about someone by gossip, I am stealing their energy. I am a thief. When I gift without cause for return, then I am being love. My gift is an expression of who I am. If I see energy this way...I will know...I not only have unlimited Love to give, but that the more I give away unconditionally, the more Love I will have to give tomorrow.

Before I looked at my food, and I appreciated it for what it was....if it looked and tasted great it got more appreciation. Tonight...I am looking with different eyes. Now I see the love and energy that went into its preparation....not just to make it tonight, but the energy that went into the growing of the food, the invention of the idea in the first place, the sheer number of souls that contributed to each and every vegetable in my salad. And all of this for the same common reason...for at their core there is only one being....Love expressing itself.

Up until now "God's" return on investment through me as an energy manager has been rock bottom. Barely giving thanks for the meal if I remember, and giving sincere thanks to the preparer is the best achieved. It is now my quest to be an ambassador of Love. To become a great energy manager.....worthy of God investing in me.

I now have a new definition for wisdom ....a state of awareness to the true value of energy in everything...actions thoughts etc.

A great thanks to the many who contributed to my awakening tonight, and my life manager for helping me connect the dots.

Selflessness

It is an interesting path to selflessness. I thought I was on it, but at every turn I am able to see that deeds I do are deep seatedly hiding a self interest...the desire to feel connected, loved, appreciated, successful. I was most recently focusing on centering my focus on abundance with every spare moment. I would meditate on the principle of abundance, and move toward being abundant energy. Initially I had an affirmation - "I am an abundance Magnet" and I would say this over and over sometimes for hours. It had a good ring to it and my energy was very uplifted when I did this. After the persistance of this for several weeks, I began to move towards the idea of being the energy that is clothed by abundance. This had an evern stronger field, yet something more seemed aparently undiscovered. Today, when I started to do this affirmation, I became attracted very strongly to a new affirmation. One I have been introduced to before. One indeed that has been the great search, challenge and puzzle for me......Love. The affirmation that I was drawn to when I was trying to say "I am abundance energy"....was "I am LOVE energy. then ..I AM LOVE! Then tonight I watched the celestion prophecy on TV. Now things are more clearer. Last night I was drawn to a new house of light...such as a Buddhist Temple. I felt very at home....I can feel I have been a Buddhist Monk before...I have always felt this. Yet, I went to another one last year, maybe 6 months ago, but they could find no trace of me. So I was indoctrinated again. My connection this life is fading....I am letting it go. My journey of detachment is almost complete. I am arriving. I am exactly where I am supposed to be. We talked about many things. One was about meditation and about keeping the eyes slightly but barely open. In the past I have found this tiresome, but now I understand. To do so, is to stay in the present....to be present in the now. To fully close activates the conscious mind making it more difficult to connect to Love. I had a break through today with my Will. I can clearly see now, that the drive and desires that are everywhere are not mine. Yesterday at the Temple, we discussed the importance of the protective seal that occurs when the candles are lit and the buddha's presence are requested, and with them come the heavenly guards. All those that no longer have bodies, use those that are weak willed to helpt them to have those experiences. These are those that are inbetween. Unable to let go of their earthly desires, and possibly unworthy for now to be reincarnated. The purpose then of our Will, is to set ourselves free from these earthly desires, that we may disconnect as a servant/vehicle of the underworld. (that world which is inside this realm, but not at this frequency) The way to do this....is to seek our a higher connection. To disconnect from our earthly energy source is not possible unless we have a higher source to connect to first. The struggle is the transition. There is no struggle if we do not seek the light. There is no struggle when we are in the light. The struggle is when the magnetic pull of both forces is at it's strongest. In the beginning, the magnetic pull of the light is weak. But our saving grace, is that it is persistent. When we move closer to the light, our awareness gives birth to the reality of two wills. We are endowed with an awareness of the decisions we make because we can see clearly the two options available. This is the time that the light and the illusion are at their strongest. The way forward for me, is to see that the illusion is not a true source of power/energy. Everything about it is temporary... which is of course the very nature of an illusion. This temporary state of energy results in us always having to plug into the illusion more and more often to get our "fix". It is only when we finally see this...that change will happen, and we can be drawn to the true energy fountain....the eternal energy source.....Love. Love grows because we share it. We become stronger, more vibrant, more alive because we share our love. The illusion is to trade it. To trade energy. Love is unlimited- OMINISCIENT, OMNIPRESENT OMNIPOTENT. The chant.....OOOOOMMMMMM "ALL" "ONE" The greatest act that we can do is not to share our love.....for this is past wisdom, and we are evolving.......the current stage of evolution requires from us that we inspire others to share their love which as a group....becomes one idea......one Love.

The power within

I am back on the topic of Will Power. It is too prominent in both modern and ancient literature to be vacantly overlooked or subtly entertained with a disengaged level of consciousness.

Here are my thoughts today on the topic. This is as always exploratory. "Will" seems to be the conversion of energy from suggestive potential energy aka temptation to fully employed kinetic energy culminating in the magnetic pull of the experience.

Will is like a muscle. The more you use it, the more "powerFULL (full of power) you become. It is like it takes potential energy which we eternally float in, and it internalises it which then enables us to change our reflected experiences.

The activation of Will is achieved by keys/tools not unlike any other piece of exercise equipment. Exercise equipment is a fascinating concept. It is a gimmick based on the fact that we can do every single thing we do with equipment just using our own body weight....the problem is lack of motivation. We buy the equipment because we believe once we have it we will be more motivated. But in fact motivation is internal is generally not altered in any true state by external props.

But in line with the exercise equipment principle I have some thoughts about the role and purpose of "objects" of desire. I now equate them to this exercise equipment.

Take anything at all you can think of that could be classified as a temptation....and you will find a piece of "will power" exercise equipment. If you look at the human population in the 21st Century, there are but a tiny few who are not able to be considered weak willed. If we truly understood that our Will was the source of our experience capability, no matter what the experience, but that we currently have a FAT BLOB OF WANT covering our lean athletic finely tuned energy being. If we only got that if we could condition ourselves that beneath our Will once finely tune, we can connect to the Will of others without being manipulated by connecting with the WILL of God.

What is the difference between "want" and "will"? Want is a temporary connection with my own intention. Will is a permanent connection to the same. Want does not link where I am now to what I am temporarily focused on experiencing ...which naturally makes for a very weak link to that experience. Hence it doesn't happen.

But when we do engage our Will, even if it is only for a short time...something extraordinary happens. We become the energy of that potential we were inspired by...and so the reflective experience must occur. Sometimes there is quite a time delay between when we Willed to have it, and finally getting it, but that is directly related to a/. how strong and permanently active our connection with the idea is.

The big question now...is what am I going to do about it.

I am going to list down every element of "temptation" that exists to me. (actually the list is not that big). The purpose is not to try to avoid the temptations....for this is futile....after all we are living inside the world that is potential. The objective is indeed to see these items as an opportunity for me to exercise my will. The most important thing is to be committed to the idea that by doing so...by exercising my will I will change my status in this world which is currently a pawn of potential in someone else's experience and become the god of my own world...controlling the outcome of my experiences.

The LIST:

Watching movies at 1.30am when I would rather be mediating and focusing my will on something meaningful to experience. Movies have been an addiction due to the fact that they help the victim I have been "acting as" escape into another realm where dreams come true in that place. (inside the movie that I immerse myself in)...but then I wake up...and I am back to role playing the victim again. Before I wrote this....I had every intention of watching a movie as soon as I signed out of this blog. It is 1.45am here in NZ. I would then like every addiction, come down out of the dream back to this place the conscious determines to be reality, and I would then be annoyed at myself for the opportunity cost ...having wasted a perfectly good evening that I could have done so many other things with.

Food...eating Wheat and sugar products....This is the most debilitating thing I can do to myself at the moment. It is a power drainer. The sugar products I get....they are high energy, so I substituting for "true" energy by giving myself an external boost when I am spiritually low because I have been focusing on escapes, playing victim or illusive external pursuits.

What then does Wheat represent? Is it another form of energy... albeit one slightly longer lasting than Sugar? Gossip is another issue for me. Focused on creating money is another...probably the biggest one.

My day is now going to change. The purpose of my day is to find opportunities to exercise my Will in a non Karma generating way.

Spare time can be spent meditating to BE Abundance energy. This is to enable experiences of abundance ...permanently....because it becomes a reflection of who I AM.

The second part I will focus on is my WILL. I WILL, WE WILL, GOD WILL...I AM!

I will be back soon to discuss results and update.

Decision making power

If infinite possibilities are navigated by Decision making, which is governed by belief, then what I decide to believe in, will determine what is available for me to make a decision on.

Infinite possibility is living consciousness. Everything is alive...most of it functioning outside the spectrum the Human eye/brain is receptive to.

My imagination is the viewing platform into this superconsciousness that is infinite potential...at least that part of IP that I can comprehend.