The heirachy of energy value

Energy is moving in and out of our perspective continuously. Similarly we could say we are the one who is moving in and out of energy experiences, but what is certain is that there is a true relationship and interaction of energy going on throughout our every waking moment. There is the energy of thought that is incessantly moving through our mind. There is the energy of "potential energy" which comes to us in various forms such as food, actions bequeathed to us, and gifts received, and then there is the kinetic state of our own energy channeled through our actions towards others.

In the beginning we are asleep. We see only the surface reflection of the energy. We put the highest value on this aspect of the energy. In line with this we affix illusive values to different reflections to make them appear more or less valuable in comparison to one another, to help us determine which ones are more important that others. We always pursue the ones with the highest value, leaving us in the greatest state of deficit being the gap between where we are and where we think we want to be.

We attribute happiness to the attainment of the reflection, oblivious to the fact that the energy that causes the reflection is already present, and that it is in unlimited supply.

Based on this illusive valuing system we place on the reflections of energy, the energy exchange rate is poor. We attribute super high values to certain reflections such as a house or a car and thus the exchange rate is raised right off the charts where it may take us a life time to be able to "create" and have that experience. We attribute a low value of energy to something such as sweeping the floor, yet the true value of this activity to someone else, even unsounded could be significant. This illusive energy valuing system based on reflection is the reason behind our attachment to things.

My task, is to change my view of what is around me. To stop seeing "people' and 'things'.

To start seeing opportunities to cultivate energy, and gift it to others.

All religions being reflections of truth, all point to the idea of gifting. Up until now, I have seen this as being an action of gifting some "thing". But now I can see the 'intention' is the quality controller, and it is the energy that I gift that is most important.

When I have said something bad about someone by gossip, I am stealing their energy. I am a thief. When I gift without cause for return, then I am being love. My gift is an expression of who I am. If I see energy this way...I will know...I not only have unlimited Love to give, but that the more I give away unconditionally, the more Love I will have to give tomorrow.

Before I looked at my food, and I appreciated it for what it was....if it looked and tasted great it got more appreciation. Tonight...I am looking with different eyes. Now I see the love and energy that went into its preparation....not just to make it tonight, but the energy that went into the growing of the food, the invention of the idea in the first place, the sheer number of souls that contributed to each and every vegetable in my salad. And all of this for the same common reason...for at their core there is only one being....Love expressing itself.

Up until now "God's" return on investment through me as an energy manager has been rock bottom. Barely giving thanks for the meal if I remember, and giving sincere thanks to the preparer is the best achieved. It is now my quest to be an ambassador of Love. To become a great energy manager.....worthy of God investing in me.

I now have a new definition for wisdom ....a state of awareness to the true value of energy in everything...actions thoughts etc.

A great thanks to the many who contributed to my awakening tonight, and my life manager for helping me connect the dots.

Selflessness

It is an interesting path to selflessness. I thought I was on it, but at every turn I am able to see that deeds I do are deep seatedly hiding a self interest...the desire to feel connected, loved, appreciated, successful. I was most recently focusing on centering my focus on abundance with every spare moment. I would meditate on the principle of abundance, and move toward being abundant energy. Initially I had an affirmation - "I am an abundance Magnet" and I would say this over and over sometimes for hours. It had a good ring to it and my energy was very uplifted when I did this. After the persistance of this for several weeks, I began to move towards the idea of being the energy that is clothed by abundance. This had an evern stronger field, yet something more seemed aparently undiscovered. Today, when I started to do this affirmation, I became attracted very strongly to a new affirmation. One I have been introduced to before. One indeed that has been the great search, challenge and puzzle for me......Love. The affirmation that I was drawn to when I was trying to say "I am abundance energy"....was "I am LOVE energy. then ..I AM LOVE! Then tonight I watched the celestion prophecy on TV. Now things are more clearer. Last night I was drawn to a new house of light...such as a Buddhist Temple. I felt very at home....I can feel I have been a Buddhist Monk before...I have always felt this. Yet, I went to another one last year, maybe 6 months ago, but they could find no trace of me. So I was indoctrinated again. My connection this life is fading....I am letting it go. My journey of detachment is almost complete. I am arriving. I am exactly where I am supposed to be. We talked about many things. One was about meditation and about keeping the eyes slightly but barely open. In the past I have found this tiresome, but now I understand. To do so, is to stay in the present....to be present in the now. To fully close activates the conscious mind making it more difficult to connect to Love. I had a break through today with my Will. I can clearly see now, that the drive and desires that are everywhere are not mine. Yesterday at the Temple, we discussed the importance of the protective seal that occurs when the candles are lit and the buddha's presence are requested, and with them come the heavenly guards. All those that no longer have bodies, use those that are weak willed to helpt them to have those experiences. These are those that are inbetween. Unable to let go of their earthly desires, and possibly unworthy for now to be reincarnated. The purpose then of our Will, is to set ourselves free from these earthly desires, that we may disconnect as a servant/vehicle of the underworld. (that world which is inside this realm, but not at this frequency) The way to do this....is to seek our a higher connection. To disconnect from our earthly energy source is not possible unless we have a higher source to connect to first. The struggle is the transition. There is no struggle if we do not seek the light. There is no struggle when we are in the light. The struggle is when the magnetic pull of both forces is at it's strongest. In the beginning, the magnetic pull of the light is weak. But our saving grace, is that it is persistent. When we move closer to the light, our awareness gives birth to the reality of two wills. We are endowed with an awareness of the decisions we make because we can see clearly the two options available. This is the time that the light and the illusion are at their strongest. The way forward for me, is to see that the illusion is not a true source of power/energy. Everything about it is temporary... which is of course the very nature of an illusion. This temporary state of energy results in us always having to plug into the illusion more and more often to get our "fix". It is only when we finally see this...that change will happen, and we can be drawn to the true energy fountain....the eternal energy source.....Love. Love grows because we share it. We become stronger, more vibrant, more alive because we share our love. The illusion is to trade it. To trade energy. Love is unlimited- OMINISCIENT, OMNIPRESENT OMNIPOTENT. The chant.....OOOOOMMMMMM "ALL" "ONE" The greatest act that we can do is not to share our love.....for this is past wisdom, and we are evolving.......the current stage of evolution requires from us that we inspire others to share their love which as a group....becomes one idea......one Love.

The power within

I am back on the topic of Will Power. It is too prominent in both modern and ancient literature to be vacantly overlooked or subtly entertained with a disengaged level of consciousness.

Here are my thoughts today on the topic. This is as always exploratory. "Will" seems to be the conversion of energy from suggestive potential energy aka temptation to fully employed kinetic energy culminating in the magnetic pull of the experience.

Will is like a muscle. The more you use it, the more "powerFULL (full of power) you become. It is like it takes potential energy which we eternally float in, and it internalises it which then enables us to change our reflected experiences.

The activation of Will is achieved by keys/tools not unlike any other piece of exercise equipment. Exercise equipment is a fascinating concept. It is a gimmick based on the fact that we can do every single thing we do with equipment just using our own body weight....the problem is lack of motivation. We buy the equipment because we believe once we have it we will be more motivated. But in fact motivation is internal is generally not altered in any true state by external props.

But in line with the exercise equipment principle I have some thoughts about the role and purpose of "objects" of desire. I now equate them to this exercise equipment.

Take anything at all you can think of that could be classified as a temptation....and you will find a piece of "will power" exercise equipment. If you look at the human population in the 21st Century, there are but a tiny few who are not able to be considered weak willed. If we truly understood that our Will was the source of our experience capability, no matter what the experience, but that we currently have a FAT BLOB OF WANT covering our lean athletic finely tuned energy being. If we only got that if we could condition ourselves that beneath our Will once finely tune, we can connect to the Will of others without being manipulated by connecting with the WILL of God.

What is the difference between "want" and "will"? Want is a temporary connection with my own intention. Will is a permanent connection to the same. Want does not link where I am now to what I am temporarily focused on experiencing ...which naturally makes for a very weak link to that experience. Hence it doesn't happen.

But when we do engage our Will, even if it is only for a short time...something extraordinary happens. We become the energy of that potential we were inspired by...and so the reflective experience must occur. Sometimes there is quite a time delay between when we Willed to have it, and finally getting it, but that is directly related to a/. how strong and permanently active our connection with the idea is.

The big question now...is what am I going to do about it.

I am going to list down every element of "temptation" that exists to me. (actually the list is not that big). The purpose is not to try to avoid the temptations....for this is futile....after all we are living inside the world that is potential. The objective is indeed to see these items as an opportunity for me to exercise my will. The most important thing is to be committed to the idea that by doing so...by exercising my will I will change my status in this world which is currently a pawn of potential in someone else's experience and become the god of my own world...controlling the outcome of my experiences.

The LIST:

Watching movies at 1.30am when I would rather be mediating and focusing my will on something meaningful to experience. Movies have been an addiction due to the fact that they help the victim I have been "acting as" escape into another realm where dreams come true in that place. (inside the movie that I immerse myself in)...but then I wake up...and I am back to role playing the victim again. Before I wrote this....I had every intention of watching a movie as soon as I signed out of this blog. It is 1.45am here in NZ. I would then like every addiction, come down out of the dream back to this place the conscious determines to be reality, and I would then be annoyed at myself for the opportunity cost ...having wasted a perfectly good evening that I could have done so many other things with.

Food...eating Wheat and sugar products....This is the most debilitating thing I can do to myself at the moment. It is a power drainer. The sugar products I get....they are high energy, so I substituting for "true" energy by giving myself an external boost when I am spiritually low because I have been focusing on escapes, playing victim or illusive external pursuits.

What then does Wheat represent? Is it another form of energy... albeit one slightly longer lasting than Sugar? Gossip is another issue for me. Focused on creating money is another...probably the biggest one.

My day is now going to change. The purpose of my day is to find opportunities to exercise my Will in a non Karma generating way.

Spare time can be spent meditating to BE Abundance energy. This is to enable experiences of abundance ...permanently....because it becomes a reflection of who I AM.

The second part I will focus on is my WILL. I WILL, WE WILL, GOD WILL...I AM!

I will be back soon to discuss results and update.