Still trying to get my head around it

Today I was still trying to grasp the concept of being God. If the big bang theory occurred, I would be at the forefront of the expanding consciousness, looking back at what I had achieved as my method of experiencing myself. There is no "before me" the is only awareness in my now, therefore experiencing of self can only occur retrospectively. So currently I am here as a perspective of myself, looking at experiences I have been and concurrently are. I could even be going back through the same experience again to see if I do anything differently.

My point? I think I have been seeing everything as separate....and even if I managed to see things as GOD and see GOD in everything as living and being....how much more compassion do I have, if I see myself as GOD in everything....so I see myself as that insect I am about to squash. (just hypothetical....I no longer squash anything intentionally). This again is easy to do for people who are nice, but the key is to understand that all things are perspective, and that everyone from every perspective of God, believes in what they are doing, and perceived good or not by others...is GOD and is a part of a plan....my plan.....for me. So everything is pro me. There is nothing bad, and no bad people, just different perspectives of myself, having a specific experience that could only be gained in that instance.

How to move from being a Human, to being God.....having a human experience?

The difference between a human having an experience and God having an experience? A human is God without knowing it....and so behaves human....bringing to the perspective all human nature and attributes. But when we as God have a Human experience, we do so as God, with all the attributes of God shining through....and this is what we bring to the perspective.

So the million dollar question....to what degree of comprehension have I reached to shift the scale of my perspective more in the direction of God verses Human....which is what this whole journey is about. We keep on reincarnating until we get this part right.

I think the mistake I have been making up until now....is that I have been behaving as a human who is trying to become or be more God like, instead of being God and enjoy my human experiences without trying to become anything.

Depth of comprehension

How often do you flex your comprehension muslce? The idea of attempting to look beyond the boundary of your current comprehension. The concept of doing this is definitely flavour of the month for me. As you will see from previous posts, I am working on the idea of comprehending God. That is, that I am God. You can stop scoffing now. Watch how you answer the following questions. Is God Ominpresent? How can there be God and me as two separate things if God is everywhere all of the time. God must therefore be all things....so all things are a perspective of God. Is any perspective of anything ever not that thing because it is only one perspective? When you draw a start on paper it is like several spikes or interlinking triangles. Is the tip of any given spike considered to not be the star?

So now that we have that out of the way...lets move on to the next part. If I was on the end of the spike, and I was looking outward, I would see other spikes and I may perceive separation as I can see a gap between them and myself. But I do feel connected to them. I feel connected to my environment.....but where my comprehension needs to expand is in the fact that this "environment" is NOT separate from me. It is not only a part of me....but I am a part of it. The environment IS God. I am a perspective of God. My job is to explore God. But I am like a child. I do not recognise a/. my role in the scheme of things. I am arrogant...compared to the reality of my true status. b/. God is everything....EVERYthing .......everyTHING.......EVERYTHING!...

God is not a concept....not a myth....not a distant far away too far up the ladder to worry about me type of entity. God is an intelligent energy of such development that everything is known before I even think it. I think this life is about me. But God has other plans...because I am God. Why would I waste my energy doing unsubstantial things? I keep looking for my own perspective to develop....because I am looking from this perspective outwards. So I try to develop things according to my will....that will of the individual perspective. Once I am able to reflect inwards...I will realise that there is a GREAT WILL. And that peace, tranquility and love await those who connect to this. I the individual will, cease to exist....and the ONE WILL unites all. This I need to bring to the forefront of my mind. I have to cease seeing the separation....the inanimateness of everything...and see ONE LIVING LOVE ENERGY. I don't know love...because I am disconnected from LOVE. I therefore seek love. I seek to connect to another perspective to feel whole..which almost always fails, because it is doomed to fail. The only way to be whole...is to BE GOD.