Depth of comprehension

How often do you flex your comprehension muslce? The idea of attempting to look beyond the boundary of your current comprehension. The concept of doing this is definitely flavour of the month for me. As you will see from previous posts, I am working on the idea of comprehending God. That is, that I am God. You can stop scoffing now. Watch how you answer the following questions. Is God Ominpresent? How can there be God and me as two separate things if God is everywhere all of the time. God must therefore be all things....so all things are a perspective of God. Is any perspective of anything ever not that thing because it is only one perspective? When you draw a start on paper it is like several spikes or interlinking triangles. Is the tip of any given spike considered to not be the star?

So now that we have that out of the way...lets move on to the next part. If I was on the end of the spike, and I was looking outward, I would see other spikes and I may perceive separation as I can see a gap between them and myself. But I do feel connected to them. I feel connected to my environment.....but where my comprehension needs to expand is in the fact that this "environment" is NOT separate from me. It is not only a part of me....but I am a part of it. The environment IS God. I am a perspective of God. My job is to explore God. But I am like a child. I do not recognise a/. my role in the scheme of things. I am arrogant...compared to the reality of my true status. b/. God is everything....EVERYthing .......everyTHING.......EVERYTHING!...

God is not a concept....not a myth....not a distant far away too far up the ladder to worry about me type of entity. God is an intelligent energy of such development that everything is known before I even think it. I think this life is about me. But God has other plans...because I am God. Why would I waste my energy doing unsubstantial things? I keep looking for my own perspective to develop....because I am looking from this perspective outwards. So I try to develop things according to my will....that will of the individual perspective. Once I am able to reflect inwards...I will realise that there is a GREAT WILL. And that peace, tranquility and love await those who connect to this. I the individual will, cease to exist....and the ONE WILL unites all. This I need to bring to the forefront of my mind. I have to cease seeing the separation....the inanimateness of everything...and see ONE LIVING LOVE ENERGY. I don't know love...because I am disconnected from LOVE. I therefore seek love. I seek to connect to another perspective to feel whole..which almost always fails, because it is doomed to fail. The only way to be whole...is to BE GOD.