Challenging myself to be a better creater

It is interesting to reflect with a friend who is another version of myself. We both focus on looking for bargains, so that is the mentality we set ourselves up for. We have created a "poor" environment to justify looking for bargains. We take pride in ourselves when we "create" the perfect super cheap deal.....but little do we realize that the same energy we invested in that creation could have created us anything we wanted.
It has been a battle for me between focusing on money to have the appearance of a successful creator and trying to "de-materialize" my mind and release all desires. It has been a battle of conscience but now I am rethinking. I am at a turning point again. The God energy does not determine as I have perceived that you are a "good" person and therefore deserving of "good" things...therefore you can sit back and receive passive incoming gifts of the universe. It doesn't work that way simply because "good" is a perception of the lower mind. As discussed in earlier posts someone who breaks into your car is only perceived to be a "bad" person...but in fact they were doing the 'victim' a great service, and were in the service of the universe when they did it. You see the victim...if they learn from their experience will have found a new level of appreciation from their 'loss'. And this new level of appreciation will serve them well in the future in both a creative capacity and a pathway of potential.

Therefore, although there is a "passive" way of creating....via appreciating more than you desire, it is not from  "waiting" and just being a "good" person.

So, what then is it? It is definitely related to quality decision making. God energy responds to us.....our decisions. If something is being contemplated in our mind, then God energy doesn't do anything more than present an example of the idea. ie we will see someone else with it.
But once we decide to have it...and we stay on that pathway...then the God energy responds and begins to come to us with that image of itself.

The main reason we don't see a connection very often between our decisions and the manifestation of them is because we jump our focus around different from one potential to another. Each time we change we disengage that pathway and God energy starts a fresh direction. So this is why we get so close to something or spend our whole lives in perpetual potential/failure cycle.

So what is the correct creative procedure? Focus on one thing.....appreciate what I am doing....and keep all decisions in line with that one thing I am expecting.

When you truly comprehend that God energy is all things....then when you make a decision, then you KNOW it is on its way. This is what true Faith is.

On another note...is deciding I am receiving x amount of Money. I think this is ok...provided it is fixed. Greed is the culprit because it makes you change pathways. Understand that only a finite experience can be manifested. So if I go..."I will create $50,000 p.a and then when I see the potential manifest for $100,000 I switch my focus to $100,000 and then the energy that created that potential has to start again.
$100,000 is not a continuation of $50,000. To God energy...they are two totally different pathways.

So...stay focused on one.
Another area I had a problem with is believing that I wasn't supposed to focus on money. But actually if you understand that money is simply like any other image of God (energy) it is not designed to replace God Energy...but be God energy. It is wrong to see money independently of God energy and therefore its imitator.

Another thing of interest was our desire to escape our realities. We both have our "other worlds" we disappear to be it gaming or trademe shopping (be it window shopping or actually) etc. The fact is we don't like what we are experiencing, but what we are doing is behaving like victims instead of being gods.
What do we need to do? Make decisions. Stay focused. Be a perspective of God consciousness that commands God energy.

Starting Now.

Pick a priority that is about Zero. Therefore the idea of it...has Positive energy.

Now, make sure that all things I do...and all decisions I make today...are in line with that Decision.

So, interesting question....Does God energy which is omnipresent...multitask....in other words can I have two separate experiences being delivered at the same time? I think the answer is yes. As long as they are in different contexts. ie house, car, relationship, income, health, leisure, etc.