Lost in a maze

I have been reading the Unfinished Autobiography of Alice A Bailey. I am about half way through. I have had the book for a couple of years but it never felt like it was the right time to read it till now.

Life as a classroom means when one set of lessons is over, the next will begin without pause. The lessons are always in the middle of our experience. They take some time to form for they must often be viewed from different perspectives for us to understand what we need to in order to make the necessary decisions and steps forward. The journey across a lesson that requires multiply perspectives can be a lonely path often generating feelings of abandonment from the very core of heirachy that we believe in. And once we have reached the final perspective necessary to gain the traction that will help us arrive at a realization from which we will then be able to supersede our current position of comprehension, we actually feel like we are in our darkest hour, inspite of the fact that preparations are already underway for our progress forward into our new reality...possible because of our new position of comprehension.

I  feel I am on the verge of change again.

I am becoming more aware of my challengers, but still not quick enough to see them as challengers in the moment they are in front of me, so I am still tempering my reaction to them rather than looking for their purpose, often having to wait till further perspectives or repetition occurs to 'click'.

Life is interestingly relative but we never see this reality until we have been in enough perspectives.
Most of the time to gain the greatest level of appreciation for where we are, that we may then be propelled forward we must look at where we are from a a perspective below...sometimes far below, and this is difficult to stomach in the early stages until we figure it all out.

The system of appreciation propelled evolution is fully automated and can and will develop automatically in us, but if we figure it out early and are more pro active we don't need to go through all perspectives and our self created suffering can therefore be more easy to stomach.

the power to create

Without inspiration nothing is created and nothing grows. When I appreciate someone- my appreciation inspires them to want to do more of the same not just for me but for others as well, so they become sources of creative energy around me...directed at me and others like me.

My contexts are like my children. If I appreciate them they are inspired to create for me- that which they know (content).

Will is required when there are opposing forces in play which in turn presents more than one option available to experience simultaneously, remembering that  we can only focus on one thing at a time.

Content will not be attractive if we have not appreciated it (the context/living energy that forms a reflection we see as content)

We may feel we have grown and the content before us no longer reflects our own perceived value of ourselves so our lack of appreciation for what we are seeing may feel justified. But this is an illusion. It is up to us to feed our children with the creative energy that will reflect the images we seek to experience.

If you see the content as living consciousness embodied in a context (transport, home, income, health, relationships etc) you will see you have been neglectful in supplying that living energy with the necessary love via appreciation that it so needs to grow and develop.

The whole universe is evolving not just us. We are the gods in our world that have a responsibility to the consciousness that directly connects to us and relies on us to evolve.

The hardest part about this...is making it real. To stop looking at life through material eyes and seeing ourselves surrounded by a inanimate lifeless objects that heed no consequence  should we appreciate them or not.