Detachment and Motives

It has been brought to my attention that in order to move forward from the my current state of consciousness  I need to challenge my current relationship my personality has with it's environment and the motives it uses to connect with its current experiences.
In other words...it is time to reassess my current personality motives and align my perspective to the motives of my soul.

To do this I simply need to look at each context and ask myself "Why do I have this experience before me, whose thought form created it?"
Who is the experience for....personality or soul? ie created by the soul for the personality's attention? If soul...How does my soul benefit from this experience?
What is the core purpose of this experience on a day to day basis?    

I am faced with this question in the Academy. I have been practicing detachment. This is difficult in so far as it also becomes a point of non energizing because I am so detached. I think this is the point of understanding that I need to clarify.

When the personality is attached to something, it is emotional about it. ie I am excited for it, I appreciate evolvement within it, and am therefore magnetizing it, abeit weakly because it is personality.
When I am practicing enlightenment and grasping the concept of detachment, I lose that personality relationship with everything, but then there feels like nothing has value anymore.

This is because I am still viewing things from the personality perspective. What I had been doing was detaching myself from the external expressions of the personality without detaching myself from personality perspective. This is necessary to be able to see the soul perspective.
What must occur now, is a complete letting go of the personality perspective so as to LIVE from the soul perspective. This means my motives will be that of the soul's wishes. So now I need to look at all contexts relative to the soul. ie relationships I have, what I do with the body's time, what I do with the mind, what I do with my emotions.

The personality is currently in a position of director ship for a badminton academy. It has been making all these plans, but yet few of them occur. The academy has grown but never seems to succeed financially.

Now I must ask myself what are my motives. Originally I wanted to achieve this and that. But I can see now that this has not occurred and I can also see that my motives seem to have changed. I have had so little success financially that I have not even been able to pay myself a wage. As a result of this my motives have been to "be successful financially" so that I can go and do the original goals.

But I can now see I need to look deeper.

How can this academy be used for expression of the soul?
How can the money earnt be used by the soul for it's benefit.
Is the academy even what I should be doing or should I being looking elsewhere?

Then do the same thing with other contexts. This relationship, this income, this home etc.

Then there is the other aspect...it matters not what you do...only the motives behind it.
I am wanting to learn and study more and advance, but with this advancement of knowledge must come service. Service is the act of connecting to other souls. To be a light on the path.

Appreciation magnetises the context. Having a soul based motive must plug the "power source" into the mains....the soul.

So clear the slate...no longer just Cruise along on historic reasoning and burnt out motivations of the personality but investigate and intuit why the soul has created this content or has in store for that context.

I will have this body for only a short time longer, then every context associated to it, and all content will be released back to the the planes they have come from. On this basis it is with most urgency that I should seek to understand the purpose of "renting" each one that I may align my use of it with the Will of the soul and that in doing so more may then be achieved and realised.

Contexts: HOME, TRANSPORT, INCOME, HEALTH, WEALTH, RELATIONSHIPS, ACTIVITY.

Home: We currently have a 2 bedroom unit. The second room is currently empty, but will within 7 weeks will house two girls. It is sufficient to do so comfortably should we gain the furnishings appropriate to give the girls living space. So there is a need within this time to gain bedroom furnishings and lounge furnishings for them to feel at home once they are here. Once we know where we are going to be based next, there is a need to find a larger home that the girls may have their own rooms and space for living both indoor and out. The potential for a garden that we may grow our own veges, and have space for visitors.
With our own home the soul can connect with many people. At the moment where we are there is no inviting of others for it is not homely. If you look at this context and "desire" the content via the personality perspective, the motives are different. This is the key.
It is likely that the Soul will create what it wishes for regardless of the whims of the personality, but if I were to align my personality to my soul, there would be only one path of creativity going on, not dual.

So Home as a method of connecting to other souls and to be a light on the path, and to help provide assistance when needed.

So Transport? As a method of connecting to other souls and to provide assistance when needed. To get to places of learning, and to be in places where I can be a light on the path. It doesn't have to be a car. I would like to align movements to having a lower footprint. So I am keen to go electric or hybrid or both.

Income? If I get into the habit of gifting a percentage of what I earn, then I am a part of the greater whole. To use my income to be able to provide for soul needs of others means I am using my "rented" facilities correctly. In the past my income was used to satisfy the whims of the personality which. Since then I have used income to try to create more income. This has been meet with very stern punishment to date.
That is because if you look at "investing" and you look at how the money is raised when you are successful, it usually means someone had to be unsuccessful and lost a lot of their money so you could gain it. Different if you have gifted them with an expression of love be it a service or good that they wish to experience...then both gain. Currently the sources of income within the academy have been used to pay for expenses. Currently the expenses of the academy have far outweighed the income, preventing me from being able to pay myself and pay back the money I owe to Ji.

I have to believe that what I am offering people is something of great value, that they want to gift us with money.

If I am a light, people just want to be near me, and so they will pay happily, feeling privileged to be able to  be with me, the payment a reward they wish to bestow.

This is what needs to change.

To do the work of coaching or pro shop so that I can make money is not an activity of the soul.
An activity of the soul is to effect growth in another, to enlighten, to inspire, to shine forth encouragement, courage and faith. These are the traits of a good coach, and service provider.

Health is a non issue. For as I link to the soul, allowing the soul full unrestrained expression through the vehicle, the essence of life and love flow through the body and perfect health is a totally natural state.

Wealth is a collection of "rented" things. If wealth is the storage of potential, by way of money in the bank, then how would my soul say of this: I have stored in my account that which would cover 20,000 smiles, and up lift the hearts of 20,000 more. I have enough in my account to further alleviate the suffering of 10,000 more and I sit here with a smile on my face admiring my potential/wealth.
So...hmmm, It is true that with some wealth, I can do nothing. So I feel that perhaps there should be some potential as long as the energy flows, so the smiles etc are occurring, and the energy in my account is not stagnant.

Relationships, this is the ongoing battle ground of reflection where I am learning more about myself daily. It is the point of energy transference, where I will develop my weaknesses, and share my strengths. This is what relationships are for. Once I understand this, I will be more inclined to serve (the soul).

Activity is about what I do. I can see this is supposed to be focused on service. I am not sure that the academy is the direction for much longer, but for now it is and thus it stands. For this is but a point of intersection like any other context that enables other souls to connect with mine and grow.
How best I can be a light on the path I am open to move. Each day need not be labelled as academy work, then I am free to be where and when I need. But in the mean time the clothes of the personality are simple and give an address for those in need or for those with something to contribute to my growth may find me.