Sunday, April 26, 2009

Detoxing the mind of the seven deadly sins

I have recently been going through a physical Detox, and was doing so because I felt there was a metaphysical reason behind it all. Now I think I have figured this out. The objective was for me to do a mental detox. The idea of the seven deadly sins came up again. These have been a feature in my past, which I knew at the time would be useful at a later date. I can see clearly that I can completely clean up my mind of the reminents of these sins, that still have aspects there, and I will go through the exercise of doing this in order to purify myself. However I also knew that the next step was within my reach now. That is, what makes the sins attractive or even existing in the first place. What is the cause of them or their purpose. Because if I identify this, then I will not fill up with toxic sin again. Example: I can clean up my mind of all lust. But if I have not removed the purpose or magnetism that causes lust to be there in the first place, then I will simply fall into lust again, and the cycle will repeat itself. So reincarnation is a cycle that is repeating itself because I am still in the system. The idea therefore is that I will break the connection to these sins, and their role, and possible exit in the process? Sounds like suicide, but actually I don't think the two are equated. An entity that reaches a point where they release themselves from the rat race, still exist to go on and teach others. So what do I think is the connection? Ego? A connection to the physical perspective of Ritchie? After all....who lusts? Who craves? Who seeks more, because they have not yet experienced anything that has thus far gone, who is jealous or envious of others and is it other souls or other perspectives? Who knows anger and for what purpose....for who lacks control in reality? Who is lazy and wishes to do nothing and not go forth with a zest for life and opportunity and take an experiencing role. This then is the entity I continue to portray the illusion of being. But this is an illusion indeed. I can only pretend to be this entity for it is not who I am. I can pretend for a short time only, to lay as if sleeping. So to know the motivation of my true self, and to pursue this wholeheartedly without condition, is to employed as my own. To stay awake enough to see the requests of this illusion, to prevent me from taking them on as my own is critical to my success to regain back myself. Who craves energy...be it sugar, or money? It is not I for I have infinite supply. Who craves that which I do not have? Not I for I am all. Who lacks control, and therefore gets angry? Not I for all is a direct reflection of me. So here is the deal. Detox the ideas individually, and stay aware of who I am and live as the I that I am. Who am I ....I am not Ritchie Marr, this is my illusion. I am. There is no glory in "I am" There is no competition, there is no lack, limitation nor waste.

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