Thursday, April 9, 2009

Made in my image

When we go to the supermarket the escalator has a mirror wall. It is interesting to watch myself and most others with their fascination of our image. This is the basis of all that we do. Woman do make up, men do weights; we buy fancy shoes and outfits, we spend exorbitant money on facials, and haircuts. We even go further afield than our bodies and engage in the affairs of images of externals such as cars, homes, businesses or positions of power. Everything it seems revolves around images of ourselves. Our happiness is directly related to whether our experiences are of the images we perceive to be correct interpretations of how we see ourself or not. This is an interesting concept because there is much to be said about images. God made man in his image. Hmmm. I think this sentence should read 'we as a god make our own image of ourselves as a man, based on how we define ourselves. The problem is that I look into the mirror and forget I am the looker, and become engrossed in the image eventually taking it on. This is the other thing. This definition of who we are as god, which we seem to be in an eternal journey of discovery about is full of traps that end up with us focusing on our image...instead of on ourselves to the point where we become the image. This would have to be the greatest sin. We indulge in our images, by becoming them. We see ourselves as xyz, and we end up becoming that entity, instead of being ourselves. Our confidence becomes based on our ability to compete in the image world. If we are unable to compete effectively in the preconditioned races of societyin the for a mate, the job, the home, the car, the status etc, then we feel unsuccessful. These conditioned races are the basis for our desires, which we chase, but this is us as a god, seeking to gain images not of ourselves, but of the man we have become conditioned to be. As a god, our journey is to experience ourselves. To explore emotion, to taste, touch, see, hear and smell heavenly creations. These will not be provided by the man. Each god is assigned a legion of angels to manage their journey. It is their job to protect me from myself, to lead me when I get lost, to guide me to go forward, and to provide me with all the tools and all the things I could ever need to explore myself and enjoy my journey. Everything is about me here. It is my world. But it is not Ritchie Marr's world. It is my world. He who I am. The more involved I become in Ritchie Marr's world the more I reject it when I become aware of where I am at. Appreciation is something we have when we are ourselves and we receive a gift of an image of ourselves. Appreciation is like a fuel source it feels like. I am not sure about this in terms of whether this is a fuel source for my potential and therefore for the angels to be able to provide for me...this feels a little limiting and unnecessary. It could be a fuel source for life itself, this feels more likely and more real. I actually think it is most likely a guiding direction for the angels/life to know where I am (I am the instigator of the energy). It is like a gps so that life knows where I am. A desire is an outward movement of energy...but how does it know where to return...it doesn't. If I show appreciation then it knows where I am...and will deliver more...desire is therefore not needed. Desire then is onlyof the man....and with desire comes cost sacrifice, and death. Also how I currently see myself so it is a guage of what i currently determine are images of myself. The trouble I get into is that once I have been delivered an experience I would describe as an image of myself as love, that the entity I am housed in decides it wants to have the experience all the time. Of course it doesn't have the means to create as it is only an image, therefore it must go forth and swap something of more value in order to obtain it from another entity. But when we become the image or seek an image instead of being given it, then our focus goes to desire or wanting the image...not seeing it as an image...but as something separate that we have to gain. This is an illusion. The next step is that we feel empty without it, lost and incomplete we then set about making ourselves whole again by obtaining this thing we deem ourselves to need It is all a catch 22 situation. Everything relates to our image of ourselves. This includes the food we eat, what we expect of ourselves, the rules we set, how we interact with others and much much more. So this needs some serious review to clarify my behaviour going forward. I am a god. Is all else made because I have an image of myself I wish to explore. Expression of self There is a two way expression of self going on. That of self, and that of the original. I express appreciation to the origninal, the original expresses to me. "do unto others" I create images of myself in an effort to experience these perceptions I have of who I am. Why am I so fascinated with self perception. I love who I am. I love who I am when I am laughing, or feeling romantic or creative. This is who I am. What I do when I feel this way and other ways, is I seek to express that feeling to someone else. This is my method of interacting with others as ME...as I AM. Once I interact because I am doing so within the confines of an entity, then the entity gets the credit for who I am. So I become this entity. The more I interact with this entity the more lost I become in it. I end up so engulfed in being the entity, I stop being myself...I lose myself. Then I begin the journey of self discovery, in order to 'find myself' again. So if I cut out all false images of myself, which is effectively what Jesus was saying, then what would I infact be doing. To see this we need to identify the difference between a self image, and a false image. A false image is an image of an an image. A self image, is a direct translation of how we see ourselves. It is our image. It is not the image of others, nor fears etc. An act of love, or selfless appreciation is an image of ourselves for we are love, and as love energy beings, we naturally reflect images of ourselves as love, so as to gift others with one set. But if the man that houses me, decides that I will make images of him, then he is looking for the cool car, nice body, perfect wife etc. He is the one who seeks all. And it is his seeking that gets me into trouble. This needs a lot of work. I fabricate images of myself in an attempt to define myself. Is the issue in how I define myself, or is it in fact that I define myself at all. In the beginning I would have said that my role was to define myself. So is there something else? You have got to learn to laugh it is the way to true love. We are love. What is love? It is laughter? It is a touch? But laughter is how we feel or what we do, it is not what we are. We are what we are. Everything else is interpretation. We only believe we are our images. Am I Ritchie Marr. I think not. This is an idea; a perspective through which to have opportunities to explore who I am. How does appreciation fit into it. I know it is so important. Older lost ones prime us unknowingly in a sequel to blind leads the blind. It starts with "what do you want to be when you grow up? This is stage two of death. The first stage is being your fathers son, or sister's brother. Hence we rebel. The second stage is this entity and give it depth. Perhaps in itself this would be ok, as long as we dont forget who we are, but we do forget. We become emerged in this character. Intuition: like appreciation - a connection to an internal image instead of a external. It is my connection to self, my bungy when I go into an experience to help me if I get lost in an image.

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