what happens when a Schizophrenic asks his other self whats real?

Ok, I think I have it. oh, you might want to sit down for this one, it might make you dizzy. Imagine, I am a caterpillar who thinks I am way overdue to become a butterfly. The more I focus on it, the more discomfort I feel. But what if my discomfort is not from 'not'having yet made it to butterfly status....but actually it is the universe telling me that my destiny lies elsewhere, that message coming to me as a feeling of discomfort towards the action of focusing on butterfly status, when infact I am supposed to be a caterpillar teacher, or some such sort of thing, and then, what if I am actually dreaming from within my seat in caterpillar classroom as a student. What happens when you are dreaming about thinking you are right, but it's just a dream...should we wake up? It is late, and I think I am having a brain explosion trying to comprehend what is real anymore.